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May's POV

When I get back to Tyler again, he is already asleep.
The livingroom looks like a mess, like he has thrown around stuff in anger.
I'm still a bit scared.

Though I get my clothes off and get in Tyler's bed.
But I don't think about falling asleep. I think about Matty's lips on mine.
He tasted like cigarettes and mint but I liked it. This kiss was soft and short.
After Matty has looked at me worried about my reaction. But I was in heaven. It felt like I was home. I felt like I had breathed for the first time in my life.
When we broke the kiss he just hold me while he walked me back here.

I don't know if I'm dreaming right now or not. Matty is holding my hand while we are walking around. He smiles and lifts my hand to his lips several times.
I feel more than happy. As soon as I touch him all my problems are gone.
Suddenly he pulls his hand away. His expression is sorry and sad.
"I need to let you go!" He says and turns around, walking away. Leaves me alone. Leaves me without air to breathe.

"May! Wake up!", Tyler's voice is saving me from getting lost.
I open my eyes. Tyler sits next to me, distant but worried.
"You alright? You had a nightmare..."
"I'm okay."
He nods and gets up.
He takes a shower, getting ready to leave.
Before he leaves he comes back in his room.
"You can stay here if you want, but I will be back really late."
I nod.
When he left, I sigh. This is going to an end soon, I can feel it. But am I ready to let him go?

Matty's POV

I will spend the next days with my sister! I'm not quite sure if I will come back...
Love, Chelsea

Damn it! I didn't think about the consequences when we fought...
Well I didn't think about it when I kissed May anyway!
God how much I was craving for this moment!
Her lips on mine! Her scent! Her body against mine!
I still feel dizzy when I think of her!
This has never happened before!
Never in my life I wanted a girl so bad!
I mean of course in really wanted Chelsea. But compared to May it feels like I haven't loved anyone at all.
The girls always wanted me, so it wasn't difficult to get them. But May is different!

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Hi guys x

Sorry this chapter is short and I have barely time to write on it bc of work:((

But I try it bc I LOVE writing!!!!
Next update soon
Ily xx

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