What If...(Kotlc)

Stabbie Things

"Well as you know Ms. Foster it was at a time when you were asleep when you were-"

"Is that why you're here?!" I interrupt, "To drag up all the painful memories of the past what 2 years of my life?"

"I-er No Ms. Foster that is not why I was here I was simply making a point." He said, and I toyed with the consequences of killing him here and now just so I could sleep. 

"What's you're point? some of us, not pointing any fingers but some of us, don't sleep until they're exhausted to the point of passing out, but hey carry on please we have all day" I say deciding its way to messy to kill him in my room. He clears his throat, 

"Well I have, become aware that they want Mr. Ignis to be given a- "

"Again with that stupid trial, everyone wants to talk about it, I can't just be left alone, Oralie, Bronte, G-I mean You" I said throwing my arms up, I almost slipped up and mentioned that Gisela wanted me to make sure Ruy got out based from the results of his trial. 

"Ehm, well I'm sorry to hear that you feel overwhelmed with several people wanting justice for what you've been through, however Ms. Foster you have to understand that you wouldn't be able to provide you're memories in the expected way due to the strength of your telepathy." He said, wringing his wrists together.

 I closed my eyes and counted I could feel an explosive anger rising, and I obviously want to avoid killing him cause this is where I sleep, and that's like the first thing for being an effective assassin is don't poop where you eat. 

"So what's that have to do with you coming here and disturbing my sleep, at this ungodly hour" I said, glaring at him, not that he can see it a whole lot since the light has significantly dimmed. 

"I'd like access to you're memories I know how to slip past you're mental barriers, and I could be their to watch them in you're head while another person were to read my mind"

"And how do you know that I can't just project my memories or shove them into someone else's head?" I ask, looking at my hand I flick an invisible piece of dirt off it. 

"Ah well you wouldn't know how exactly to do that I've spoken with Tiergan,"

"Oh so I'm stupid?!" 

"No, No Ms. Foster I'm just saying you were taken before you were able to learn that"

"How do you know Ruy didn't teach me?" I challenge still angry that I can't sleep yet. For someone that claims to have designed me for good I sure to feel like a puppet, that he thinks he can manipulate simply because 'This is what you're designed for'  Most of the time whenever you make a plan that solely relies on the cooperation from one person, that one person usually gives resistance at one point or another. 

"Ah well because he's a Psionopath"

"You're point isn't clear, obviously he was able to kidnap me and erase my memories, he had to have access to a powerful telepath that could teach me, what took you clearly to long to teach me" 

"Well- That's something we haven't yet understood Ms. Foster, You're mind is impenetrable unless you have built a specific level of trust with the person or that person knows the way into you're mind with a certain password to you're subconscious, Ruy shouldn't have been able to erase you're memory"

I move forward like lightning pulling my knife out of my boot, I am fully aware what he is implying. I place the knife against his throat. 

"Forkle you have exactly 5 seconds to take yourself home before I actually kill you, because I'm so sleep deprived, I don't know how they erased my memory but they did a great job because I was this close to marrying Ruy 100% "willingly". Now get out of my room and let me sleep, I'll make sure Ruy is brought to justice. If you're council messes up..." I said as I shoved him back, shaking my head. "I might just end up with a shattered mind myself because I will, kill Ruy" 

He seems shaken up that I can be so violent, supriseeeee trauma really changes a person. He leaps to who knows where and I put my knife away, and grab my blanket. I pull my pillow and curl up on the floor by the window, I look at the stars, waiting for the rush of adrenaline to leave my body so I can finally sleep. 

~*~

"Listen to me Sophie!" 

I groaned, I felt light headed completely clueless as to what was going on,

"You're not some weak child you're Sophie Foster you were raised with humans! You can handle violence! Follow through and kill the man!"  A loud voice shouts at me and I feel my head hit the wall.

My memory is fuzzy and I have no clue why I'm supposed to kill a man. But I assume it'll be another thing I don't remember since the last thing I remember I was on a date with Ruy. We were at the movies so there's no way I can also be here being told to kill a man. 

"No! I won't kill him I won't"

~*~ 

"Sophie! Sophie you're okay you don't have to kill anyone it's okay you're safe" I heard someone's voice say. His voice made me feel safe, I sleepily reached out grabbing onto his hand keeping my eyes shut. 

"Not killin him..." I mumbled still asleep, as I pull the safe voice to myself, I shove my hand over his mouth. He seems to panic, and squirms to get away. "shhh...Sleep, shut up and sleep I wanna sleep, stupid Forkle was here for too long last night" 

I feel him relax and I let myself fall back asleep. I know he won't go anywhere, Amy my little sister always complained when we traveled about how I was like a koala and wouldn't let her sleep peacefully since I always grabbed her while asleep and refused to let go until I woke up.

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A/N:

I'm a SURVIVORRRRRR

Lookie Lookie I update yet again, huh new year new author. 

Anywayyyyy Hehe. FoRkLe is annoying too, so sleep deprived Sophie definitely is capable of killing him.

Anyone have those words that like you know how they look, so when you spell them you know it's wrong but you just don't know how to spell them correctly?

no? just me, okay well that's probably why there's random spots in this story where its the write word wrong version of that word.

hehe oh welllll it's simply the icing to this explosive cake. 

I have plans so hopefully I'll update again sooooooon :D

have a great timeeee whereever you are in the world, my stabbie tabbies :p

- you're very fearless onion leader ;p