What can our love survive?

Chapter 14: Back home.

Vilu's POV

We've been back now for a month and Leon's been kind of strange and I am really starting to feel a strain on our relationship. I think he feels like the miscarriage is his fault when really it was an accident; like yeah I'm upset about losing it but he's really taken it to heart. 'All for You' decided to cancel the rest of the tour which I told them not to but they insisted especially Leon he said he didn't want to leave me alone but personally I think he would be better off on tour to keep his mind off things. Don't get me wrong I love having him around just I don't know if he's coping.

Vilu: Hey Leon do you fancy going out for lunch.

Leon: Yeah sure I'll just grab my jacket.

I really hope this might make him talk and open up to me a bit more.

Time skip to the restaurant

So we just got in and sat down.

Vilu: What would you like to eat, I'm thinking about the chargrilled chicken with breadcrumbs and melted cheese.

Leon: Um I think I'll go for the steak and chips and don't worry I'm paying.

Vilu: No it was my idea.

Leon: No I am don't worry

Vilu: Okay but I'm only allowing this, because I know I can't win this argument.

He chuckled to himself well at least that's a start at hopefully cheering him up. Then we ordered and I decided to try and get him to open up before the meal arrives.

Vilu: Now Leon I want you to be honest do you blame yourself for the miscarriage.

Leon: Where did this come from? Yeah maybe I do but if I hadn't had been on tour you wouldn't have had to stress out of fly or gone to the concert and club. All the reasons the doctor said could have caused it.

Vilu: Yeah could it's most likely my body wasn't prepared so it really was an accident or if anything my fault all those reasons you listed were my choices so really if you're looking for someone to blame it's me.

Leon: I'd never do that so shut up.

Vilu: But you also should never blame yourself it will just lead to self-pity like it has already started to.

Leon: What you trying say?

Vilu: What I'm saying is that you barely talk to me and when we do it's always me who starts the conversations and you don't say any of your annoying witty jokes about yourself that I love to hate you for. It's almost like you're not you anymore.

Leon: Fine if that's how you feel why are you still out with me.

Vilu: I do love you still I'm just saying you're looking at this all wrong and I want to help you move forward from this like I've done.

Leon: Well I don't want to yet is that a problem?

Vilu: No just it's been a month...

Leon: Well I am not ready yet.

And with that our meals came. We ate in complete silence an when we got home we went into different bedrooms to sleep oh please god someone help me, no not me him.

Hope you enjoyed the fight and please comment on what couples you want to see more of as I've got an idea but I don't know which couple to do it with so please comment with your suggestions and please actually do.

Lucy xx