What can our love survive?

Chapter 29

Ludmilla's POV
So here I am right now at Vilu's looking for ideas for our weddings. I've already put a stop to the idea of joint weddings but only by the compromise that we can go on a joint honeymoon which I suppose won't be too bad.

Vilu: So when do you think we should have it.
Ludmi: At least six months or more away.
Vilu: Why so long?
Ludmi: I want this thing out first one I don't want to look fat on my special day and two I want to be able to have a drink.
Vilu: Fair enough so let's say January then we can go somewhere warm for the honeymoon.
Ludmi: Sounds great ( I say rather distracted)
Vilu: Right what's up you seem so far away like you don't care.
Ludmi: I'm sorry of course I care I just ain't feeling too great that's all.
Vilu: Is it the baby.
Ludmi: I don't know I just feel a bit light headed and nauseous.
Vilu: That's quite normal it probably means your starting with morning sickness.
Ludmi: Oh great another thing to stop my career.
Vilu: Ludmilla will you stop just thinking about your career and think about your child.
Ludmi: I know it's just my agents been on at me and when I tried to tell her I'd have to take an extended break soon she went mental and told me to stop being silly.
Vilu: So you haven't told her your pregnant yet.
Ludmi: No of course not people in the agency never get took on again after having a child, because their body changes and doesn't look as good again never. My life is over after this.
Vilu: Stop been stupid and don't ever say that again you sound like the old you. Your life is not your career and you'll still have Fede and you'll have started a family so you'll have a better life. Plus you could focus more on music either write and sell your songs or actually singing again.
Luckily: Your right I'm sorry I was just having one of those moments but to sing again I would have to go on tour and where would the baby go I don't think it's fair leaving it for a long period of time like that without a mother or father.
Vilu: You could do what I was going to just record the albums and do a few local concerts to start with and only visit Europe maybe when the band are then you can keep the baby between you and Fede when it's a bit older but recording a good first album can take a year so the baby will be a bit older anyway by then and if you didn't want it to travel with you me and Leon could have it.
Ludmi: You're right thank you. Of course I'll be happy having a family what more could I ask for. I'm sure I could get a career if I wanted to but it's not like I have to for money so I think I will just take time to enjoy with my child but don't worry you can still come as much as you want and we'll have play dates with Fran and Evie so for the mean while you could bring Isla I know Angie wouldn't mind would she.
Vilu: I'm glad to here that and you're right and I'm in no rush of course but I'm sure it won't be long before me and Leon have a child.

We both let out a small giggle and go back to the wedding plans but this time with me a lot more focuses. I'm glad I talked it through with her it feels good to let it and out and I am a lot more confident now. I CAN'T WAIT TO HAVE THIS CHILD!

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So guys here's the next chapter so it took longer than expected I literally had majority of it written for like 2 weeks. So I thought I'd let you know my plan fingers crossed it goes to plan. So I'm going to go up to chapter 35 then you can decide either a sequel or a totally new story so please comment between now and when I finish what you would like and don't worry I don't mind either way. Anyway I love you guys my little fans.
Lucy