What can our love survive?

Chapter 23: The morning after the night before.

Violetta's POV

I awoke to the noise of Isla crying in the next room along. I was still in Leon's warm embrace as I regained memories of last night. It was epic, memorable and hopefully life-changing- if you know what I mean. I really hope it was successful I just really need a child. That's right it's changed from want to need. I haven't told Leon yet about my feelings but who cares as long as it happens soon. I know you may be thinking now I'm just using him but I'm not; I still love him the same to another galaxy and back just I know it's what he wants as well. I then felt Leon start to awaken before he started slowly stroking and playing with my hair.

Leon: Morning my beautiful wife to be.

Vilu: Morning and I love you too. I can't wait to start planning our wedding and our future kids.

Leon: Yeah but we don't need to rush with the kids thing and stuff.

Vilu: Yeah I know when we're ready.

I know he only says that, because of me. We both got up and started wondering round the room finding our clothes- which were all over the place from last night and putting them back on. Then we went downstairs to find breakfast already laid out by Olga.

Leon's POV

I've felt like Violetta's wanting to rush for everything lately. I can feel she's desperate for a child even though she won't admit it. I found her secret stash of tests in the bathroom and she's been way too eager in the bedroom. She's always been hesitant and extra careful in that area. Don't get me wrong I do want to have children with her the love of my life but she needs to think sensibly. She's only on a short break from her career and me and the band are on an all-time high. She doesn't know it yet but we start writing our new album in a couple of weeks and we still have to finish the tour sooner or later. We went down for breakfast and straight away Vilu went and sat next to the highchair with Isla in it and started helping her with her breakfast. I don't doubt she'll be a great mother it's just not the right time we're only 21 we've got plenty of time.

Leon: Hello everyone.

I went and sat next to her and she took and Isla in her arms.

Vilu: I can't wait till we have one of our own.

Leon: Yeah...

I said as I put on a fake smile I can see her desperation and she could probably tell I'm hiding something.

Vilu: Is everything Ok what's going on.

Leon: Nothing that can't wait.

Violetta's POV

I want to know what Leon's hiding I hope it's nothing really bad. After breakfast we left and went back home to our silent house. Being back one night at my original home makes we sort of miss those crazy hectic days with a house full of people. I wish we could have that here with children and stuff but no, not yet. I need to take a test but first I want to know what's going on with my fiancé. He's just sat watching TV in the living room so I went to join him.

Vilu: You know I love you with all my heart right and more so, whatever you have to say it won't change us alright.

Leon: Okay, me and the band are starting to write our new album next week and sooner or later we're going to have to finish the tour so I think we need to put the baby ideas on hold.

Vilu: I don't know what to say.

Leon: Exactly why I didn't want to tell you I can tell you're desperate but I want to be there for you when the time's right and I think we should get married first. Plus I don't want you to give up your career yet.

Vilu: I suppose I understand...

I said softly as I got up and went to our room. I just burst out in tears; I do understand him but can I really wait.

Hi I really want to apologise for not updating but I was working most of last week and my dad had the week off so we were going off for days as well but this week's quieter so I should be able to update more. Also if anyone else is getting their GCSE or any exam results this week like me message me or write in the comments and good luck.

Lucy xx

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