What can our love survive?

Chapter 24: Secrecy is the best.

1 week later

Ludmilla's POV

I've just found out something and to be honest I don't know what to think. Me and Fede have talked about this briefly and I know we were maybe too confident and not careful slightly on purpose in the area but now the results are clear; I don't really know how I feel. I am only 21 and I may not have much going for me at the moment but being a mum am I really grown up and responsible enough for that. I need to talk to someone about this before Fede but I can't get Vilu involved. Leon's told me about everything and their little fight other night. They've barely spoke since. I know she would do anything to be in the situation I'm in now, which makes me feel like I should really appreciate it but I just don't know so I'll meet with the other girls to discuss 'this'.

Time skip to the girls meeting up

Cami: Hey, so what did you need to discuss so urgently.

Naty: Yeah, you made it sound so formal and important which is unlike you Ludmi.

I just kept my head down and mumbled...

Ludmi: I don't know what to do?

Fran: What to do about what?

Naty: Yeah now you're scaring us now.

I slowly rose my head and just said it...

Ludmi: I'm pregnant!

Cami: Congrats; I think I always thought you'd be the last one to settle down.

I see Fran give her a stare to tell her to shut up but I just speak up to calm the situation...

Ludmi: It's alright Fran, yes it wasn't planned and I don't know if I am ready but I guess it's just fate; some may say a blessing so I am starting to think of it as a positive, slowly. There's just 2 issues I could possibly think of.

Naty: What?

Ludmi: Well the first one is what will Fede think.

Fran: I'm sure he'll be over the moon I thought Diego would kill me or run away but he was the total opposite and I know Fede. He's a family guy; it may be a surprise at first but he will love the thought of becoming a dad.

Cami: Yeah and have you ever talked about having children.

Ludmi: Yeah, a little and he always said he couldn't wait to have mini us running around.

Fran: Then there you go just tell him everything will be fine and soon Evelyn will have a little friend and I know she'll be good friends with Isla too you and Fede are still really close with the Castillo's.

Ludmi: Yeah but that leads to my second problem.

All: Vilu!

Ludmi: Did you guys hear about her and Leon recently.

Cami: Yeah Leon told the guys who told us.

Naty: Yeah apparently she's just become really desperate.

Ludmi: How has she been around Evie?

Fran: Alright but you can clearly see the need in her eyes and it's all she mentions.

Ludmi: I can't tell her, because I reckon her jealousy would take over and she may do something she'll regret but at the same time she's basically like a sister to me and I don't want to and can't exactly keep it a secret from her.

Cami: I know what you mean.

Naty: What you going to do?

Ludmi: I don't know I'll get past telling Fede first then worry about that after all, all this stress isn't good for the baby.

I say as I look down at my belly. I can't believe this is happening to me.

He everyone I am so so sorry I haven't updated I've been working all the time and I've just started college so hopefully I should have more time to update hopefully at least once a week if not more. I want to get another chapter done tonight also for you guys so please comment on any thoughts, ideas for the story or really anything LOL.

Lucy xx