Realize ~Destiel

Chapter 5

18 May, 2015 Day 29

The following morning I had no idea what I should have done, said good morning to Dean or ignored him. Which is why I ignored the situation and left a note saying Id be gone for a while in my room and did my morning workout early and left.

I didn't know where I would go, nor did I know where I could go. I just walked down the beach and picked up sea shells. I was wearing a black tank top I had bought with a black and gray neff beanie and gray shorts and some black sandals.

I bent down grabbing a white sea shell that was shaped perfectly. I smile at it putting it in one hand and running my fingers along it from the other hand.

"Castiel?" I turn around to see who's calling my name and I see Shawn standing in a dark green tank top black sandals, and black shorts. He grins at me and I smile weakly.

"Shawn" I say. He walks to me.

"You know I'm disappointed, I haven't heard a word from you" I smile weakly.

"Sorry, I haven't gotten the chance" although that was a lie I would have felt bad putting it any other way.

"Eh that's alright. So what brings you here on this glorious day?" He grins. I chuckle.

"Nothing just getting fresh air, how about you?" I say and we start walking down the beach.

"Well I was hoping to find a sand dollar but I found something even better" he winks and I feel myself blush.

"Awe is Castiel blushing?" He says which makes me turn even more red. I punch his arm weakly and he laughs.

"Ow that hurt" he says sarcastically making us laugh.

"But being even more serious, there was some family drama yesterday, and I didn't feel like being there today" I scoff.

"Yeah tell me about it" I bend down and pick up another shell. This one being shiny blue on one side and shiny gray on the other.

"So how's Dean?" I look up at him in surprise.

"I don't know" I say honestly.

"Is he still busy being blind?" He asks looking over at me.

"What do you mean?" I ask in confusion. He smiles and looks ahead.

"Do you remember that conversation we had a couple of days ago,when I was saying that he was blind to what in front of him?" I think and I remember. I siigh and smile weakly.

"He's still sleeping with every girl he meets if that's what you mean" I say the words weighing me down.

"So he's still oblivious to the fact he has a gorgeous blue eyed angel in front of him?" I blink looking ahead not sure what to tell him. He scoffs.

"He doesn't deserve you anyways, you could do so much better" I blink. What's this guy going with this exactly.

"Anyways, since both of us don't seem to want to go home, do you want to go grab lunchm" I look at the time on my phone and realize I have a missed call from Dean. Its 12:39 and I sigh and look over at Shawn who's eyes look hopeful. I smile.

"You know what? Actually, I'd love too" his eyes fill with excitement and he grins.

"Awesome! I know a place a few miles from here, they sell the greatest fish and chips, plus free oysters for regulars which I so happen to be" I laugh.

"Okay awesome then" he smiles.

"Come on then, we can take my car since I don't believe you have one here" I smile.