Realize ~Destiel

Chapter 6

26 May, 2015 Day 21

It'd been over a week, Dean and I had tried to go back to normal and thankfully, it partially worked. He'd still get pissy when Shawn was around, which he was a lot. We had hung out everyday, out on the beach, at his house, or even in town going out to eat. And he was acting like I was an old friend which is what I was grateful for. I couldn't handle anything else. Or I think I couldn't?

And just like the old Dean, Dean would still bring someone over every night and I would barely sleep. I must have fallen asleep twice at Shawn's house and woken up at 3 am.

I walk out of my room, must be 8 pm at least, Gabriel and Sam were asleep, and I didn't know where Deans was. I walk into the living room to see Dean making out with a girl. I sigh silently mumbling something then walking into the kitchen. I grab a beer and walk out not turning in their direction.

"Cass?" Son of a bitch, there's a reason I didn't turn to look at you.

"What?" I ask and turn to dean who's toy was now sitting on his lap.

"You remember her right?" He asks. I smile sarcastically.

"Oh yeah is it Stephany, Blanca, or Miranda?" She glares at me. I sigh shaking my head.

"Whatever" I start to walk out.

"Cass?" I ignore Dean even though he keeps calling me. I walk to my room and sit at the edge of my bed downing half of the beer bottle. I hear foot steps and the door opens. Dean walks in closing the door.

"Cass?" I glare at him.

"What?" He sighs sitting next to me and the edge of my bed.

"How are you?" I roll my eyes and send him a sarcastic smile.

"Peachy" he bites his lip looking at the floor. I sigh putting my beer down and laying back on my bed.

"I'm sorry Cass" I close my eyes.

"You said that" I say breathing in and out feeling dazed.

"You confuse me" he says. I yawn.

"Is that so?"

"Yeah" there's a short silence. Then he sighs.

"Cass can I try something?" My eye brows cringe and I open my eyes.

"And what's that?" He bites his lip looking at me and leans down. Before I can reject he grabs the side of my face and puts his lips on mine. And that's it. That's all he had to do, so that I would give in. I kiss back and I feel him smirk.

I feel something on my leg pushing them apart then I feel Dean crawl in between my legs. He lifts my knees up and then puts his arms on either side of my head. We, by this point, were making out, both panting.

"D-Dean?" I say in between breath as he kisses my jawline. He looks at our noses touching.

"Yeah?" I wanted this, I wanted this bad, I could feel how tight our jeans were.

"Wha-what do you want?" But I needed to know if he actually wanted this.

"Cas" he gulps looking at me in the eyes.

"You" he presses his lips passionatly against mine and grinds down on me. I gasp and kiss back. I didn't know how he would act tomorrow and right now I didnt care. I tug at his shirt and he sits up taking his shirt off. He tears my tank top off of me and goes back to kissing me. Our chests rub against each other and I feel his hands travel from my side to my chest. I moan as he runs his thumb over my left nipple.

He moves his lips from my own to my neck biting and kissing it roughly. He grins down on me and I lean my head back breathing hard and he travels down my neck to my collar bone. I palm him through his jeans and he moans out biting my collar bone and sucking on it. I moan and continue to palm him.

I unzip his zipper and slip my hand under his boxers grabbing him, I can feel the precome on his tip. He groans and buries his head in my neck kissing. I feel his hand snake past my waist band and reach for me. I gasp and lean my head back moaning in pleasure.

He takes something out his back pocket and soon enough we are both laying naked making out him being in between me.

"Turn around" he says and gets off of me, he grabs my waist and tugs me up spinning me so that I'm on my stomach. As I'm about to use my arms for support he tugs them down so that they're lieing flat and I feel his arm go to the bottom of my stomach tugging me up so that my ass is in the air.

He spreads my legs and again takes place in between them. His other hand goes to my neck making my head lean back and he kisses my neck breathing hard. I feel his dick rub on my ass and I moan. He let's his hand from my neck drop and I hear something pop. I feel something cold at my entrance.

"Are you ready?" I moan in response. I feel a finger inside of my wiggling around. A second then third one is added in and I moan.

"Oh my god" I moan as he pumps them in and out of me.

"Are you ready baby?" I shiver as he calls me baby and nod.

"What do you want me to do?" i feel his lips run along my back.

"Dean just fuck me all ready" I hear him moan and his fingers slip out of me and I feel his shakey breath next to my ear.

"Can do" I feel him push insider of me and I lean my head back yelping and groaning in pain.

"Fuck! Dean!" He shushes me putting it all inside of me.

"Be quiet Sam and Gabriel are sleeping" I moan as he movs out of me slowly. Little by little he starts moving quicker until he is going normal speed and we are a moaning mess.

"Oh god oh Dean" I moan. I was vocal during intercoarse and there was no hiding it.

"Cas were gonna get caught because of you" Dean says panting. He slams into my causing me to groan loudly.

"Here" he covers my mouth with his hand And I feel him sucking on my soft spot on the side of me neck.

"There" he pounds into me again and I moan loudly but this time its covered by his mouth. He starts moving around and he hits somewhere in my that makes me feel dizzy and weak and makes my toes curl. I remove his hand.

"Dean oh my god right there" I moan as he pounds right in the spot. He covers my mouth and I yelp and moan.

"Mm-mm-mm-mmn" I moan each time he pounds into me and I hear his uneven breaths and moans.

"Oh my God Cas" he moans pounding into me even harder. I moan and I feel his hand from under me slip out and I feel it squeeze my ass cheek. I lean my head back and moan.

I feel a familiar pressure build up in my stomach.

"Oh fuck Dean I'm gonna come" I gasp removing his hand.

"Me too" he moans. I lean my head back a moaning mess and he turns my head to the left and attaches his lips to mine. We kiss as I feel myself release. I moan into his lips and I feel him come inside of me. I let my head fall down on the pillow exhausted and I want my arms resting under the pillow. I close my eyes as he pulls out of me and drops on his back next to me.

"Holy shit" he pants out.

"Y-yeah" I say shakily. I feel myself fade away, to tired to even care what was going to happen tomorrow.