Realize ~Destiel

Chapter 12 **Last Chapter**

15 June, 2015 Last Day

Dean and I lay on the sand, his arms around me and me huddled up against him sighing lighty as we watch the waves roll quietly and the sun moving down slowly. I look as the moon starts to be more visible.

"The sun loved the moon so much, he died every night to let her breath" I liked that's quote a lot, it was so sad but meaningful. I bury my head in Dean's chest. This was the last day together then we wouldn't see each other for a month and I didn't know how to feel about that.

"When we first got here and I heard you say that, I didn't know what it meant" Dean says as the suns rays begin to disappear.

"But now, I do. Because youre my moon" he kisses my forehead and I close my eyes breathing in the fresh air.

"I don't want to go back" I say quietly feeling a sad pressure in my chest just to think of leaving him for a month. It wasn't only that but, I liked our summer get away, we can do whatever we want whenever and when we go to Kansas I have to find a job, go to school, and he's partial owner of a mechanic shop with his dad. Things are going to change, less alone time, and a lot more serious attitudes and thinking. then there was the fear that he would realize that he only liked me as a summer fling.

"Is this going to work Dean?" I ask closing my eyes fearful of the answer.

"To be honest Cas," I knew it, I prepared myself for the worst.

"Yes" I opened my eyes and looked at him he looked at with the same sincere look he had worn the day he told Gabriel that he would never let anyone including himself hurt me.

"I don't care how much effort it takes or how many things I have to give up, I'm gonna make it work one way or another. And that's a promise" he leans down and pecks my lips. I smile and cuddle my head back into his chest.

"Same goes from me to you" I say loud enough for him to hear.

"Good" we stay on the beach wrapped around each other and watch the sunset.

"Do you like constellations?" I ask as I see hundreds of stars become more visible in the night sky.

"Yeah, Sammy and I used to sit in the back of the impala all night watching the stars" he says and I smile remembering Gabe and I used to do the exact same thing.

"When he was around 12 he told me that he liked the Big Dipper the best because I was the Big Dipper and he was the Little Dipper" he says chuckling. I laugh.

"Little Dipper's still my favorite" he says. I smile.

"Mine's Orion" I say searching for the constellation.

"You were born in January right?" I ask.

"Yeah, January 24th, why?"

"Your zodiac sign is Aquarius, its Latin for cup carrier or water carrier therefore, your constellation is the Water Bearer" I say as all of the things I learned about constellations and zodiac signs in middle school came back to my mind.

"Nerd" I look up and glare at him. He chuckles.

"Cool," I smile "But you're still a nerd" I roll my eyes and he laugh and I look back up at the stars.

"What about yours?" he asks.

"I'm Pisces, its Latin plural for fish. My constellation is the fish" I say. I actually liked my constellation a lot.

"When were you born?" he asks. I study the stars trying to find the fish looking to the west of the Water Bearer.

"March 13th" I say finding the fish then looking to the east looking for Aries.

"I still cant believe you're only 18" I hear Dean say.

"Why's that?" I ask and sit up. He sits up next to me.

"For one, you look at least 21" I think about it and nod.

"Two, you're practically a sex god" I feel myself blush as he says that.

"Three, just something about you makes you seem older" he says. I shrug.

"Just don't think about how when I was barely twelve you were out having sex and drinking" his eye brows cringe.

"Ewe, that made me feel dirty. Cas, not cool" I laugh and shiver standing up.

"We should go inside" I say. He nods in agreement and stands up grabbing my hand as we slowly walk back to the house. I open the back door and we sneak in seeing as Gabe and Sam were huddled up next to each other sleeping on the couch. We go into my room and as soon as I close the door and turn around I feel lips on mine. I smile wrapping my arms around his neck and kissing him back.

"Castiel?" he asks in between kisses.

"Yeah?" I ask. He pulls away grabbing my face in between in hands and looking into my eyes.

"Let me make love to you" my eyes widen and I look in his eyes for a hint of joking around but I find none

"Okay" I whisper and he connects our lips again but a softer kiss, less rough kiss this time. I kiss back, this kiss definitely felt different. It was soft, but intense, with lust and covered in, dare I say, love. He grabs my hips and turns us around making me walk backwards and slowly he lays me down on the bed climbing on top of me, his leg in between mine and his other leg on the left side of me.

For a while we kiss innocently, and still it stays like that as he slowly starts taking my jeans and boxers as well as his off and he breaks our lips for a short time as he takes our shirts off. Instead off sucking on my neck roughly like he always did, he kissed and sucked on my neck gently around the same spots probably leaving hickies everywhere but not bruises. When he entered inside of me instead of being focused on my lips or my neck he was focused on my eyes, instead of thrusting inside of me at top speed, the whole time, he kept it just below regular speed, the whole time focusing on my eyes. The room was hot and we were sweating, and the only thing we could hear in the room were quiet moans, panting, and skin slapping against skin. We didn't say a word to each other, not even when he hit the spot inside of me that made me scream and shake in pleasure the only time we did speak was when we were so close to our breaking point when he said the words that'd been dying to come out of my mouth which were...

"I love you"

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Hey guys so as you are able to see, this is the last chapter. There may, may not be a posibility of a sequal. Of coarse I would like there to be one, but it all depends on if you guys would like one, so please comment yes or no on the sequal, if there IS a sequal though, they will not break up because I am not a fan of drama, but there will be some drama because I know many of you are fond of it. Anyways get back to me on that, comment, vote, and have a lovely rest of your day or night ❤

-Jenni