"Comm check...
Testing, one... two...
Kwes Boaz speaking.
...you a hear me?
Ah. You ever wake up and feel like something's...missing? That's my life. Seven years after. Now I'm back, but nothing's the way I left it. Not even me.
Amnija happened righ...
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
Some days, I felt pregnant, some days I didn't. It's the weirdest feeling ever. The in-between was the strangest thing.
Now it's a new week.
A new distraction.
A new text buddy..
The sweetest laugh left my throat at that thought.
New giggles.
New feels... even for a little while.
Nothing could top that feeling of being clean, already soft, wandering through the house while cool air kissed my thighs, my good sis down there breathing free, like the sweet queen she is.
The breeze pitching from the fan brushes my skin. I shiver, reaching for my phone- but pause.
There's a weight at my ankles, soft and warm. A furry little ball, curling around my feet, his tail wiggling.
My Frenchie...
I've been such an awful mom to him. "A we alone now... so mommy can have time fi yuh yer son son?"
He wiggled his tail.
I picked up the phone to see it's exactly 10:55 AM.
Nuh 11 o' clock the man say him a come pick me up???
Jesussss.
A people like me aguh late fi mi funeral enuh.
Nosahhh.
I slipped on my laced thong, then spend about thirty seconds jumping in my pants. "Mi take in the pants too tight," I breathe.
I just knew the moment I bought that damn sewing machine, I was setting myself up for trouble.
Kwes... yeah... him.
He's the pro when it comes to sewing and cutting, and all the extra fashion stuff. I just know what he taught me.
But with such fast metabolism, my weight just don't know how to stay still.
I can be slim last week, and get slim thick, this week. Cause look... look how the likkle material a stretch fi dear life!
With a pull, wrapped up in frustration, it slides over my hips. Then I fight for another 30 seconds to sink the button in the hole.
