Heartbreaker (Calum and Michael)

Chapter 43

(Michaels P.O.V)

I woke up at Jessica's house on her couch.I was really confused so I walked up stairs and saw her blade was out.I got really nervous and saw her wrists.I kinda just stood there over thinking it all.She was to beautiful to be doing this to herself.I went to get Calum because he was one of the only ones that she would let touch her blade.He came over and as soon as he saw me he gave me the confused look but I just mouthed the words "I'll tell you later".

     He understood and I followed him upstairs.I showed him the blade was out and he saw the fresh cuts on her wrists.He took the blade into the bathroom and flushed it.Jess had been trying to do that but she couldn't.But we looked for her 3 other blades each sharper and worse then the one before.I held one and Calum held the other to and he waited for her to wake up and we stood there in silence until we heard her yawn and roll over.We both new that's what she does in the morning.Then she finally opened her eyes and saw us and she looked like she stopped breathing,like every bone in her body was paralyzed."Jessica.I trusted you to be able to have a blade in the house without trying to hurt yourself"Calum said his voice shaking kinda.She didn't do anything except sit there."Jessica,You where recovering you where 6 months clean.I let you have blades in the house.I even trusted you to have pills in the house other then your meds.I trusted you to live on your own and not hurt yourself because you said you wouldn't.I really don't want to send you away again.But Jess if you keep relapsing I'm sending you away again.I know you don't want to hear this but you need to",Calum said his voice quivering and cracking,"Jess I love you so much you're my sister and I'm still madly in love with you.But you said you weren't dating for awhile so I'm gonna respect that.But when we're on your you have two options.You can either come with us on tour and live with us and do online classes or stay here and actually go live with your parents."

I saw Jessica's eyes go from .... to a knife through her heart.Jessica loves her parents but they fight so much that that's where her depression started.She started to move and get out of bed and we thought she was going to the bathroom but she grabbed her keys and ran to her car but we didn't move quick enough so she was able to pull out of the drive way.We got in our cars and started following her but she was moving to quickly.I had a few ideas of where she could be going but she also could be going to the air port and leaving us.Me and Calum split up and he went to all of there favorite places and I went to all of our favorite places.The only place we had left to check was somewhere she promised she'd never go to again.