Heartbreaker (Calum and Michael)

Chapter 44

(Jessica's P.O.V)

When I woke up I saw Calum and Michael standing in my room holding my blades.I could see the look on Calum's face but I couldn't see it to well so I wasn't sure if he was gonna cry or scream at me which he rarely ever does so I stayed in the same position.
     "Jessica.I trusted you to be able to have a blade in the house without trying to hurt yourself"Calum said his voice shaking kinda.I was able to see into his eyes and Calum looked so completely heart broken like he was about to go to my funeral."Jessica,You where recovering you where 6 months clean.I let you have blades in the house.I even trusted you to have pills in the house other then your meds.I trusted you to live on your own and not hurt yourself because you said you wouldn't.I really don't want to send you away again.But Jess if you keep relapsing I'm sending you away again.I know you don't want to hear this but you need to",Calum said his voice quivering and cracking,"Jess I love you so much you're my sister and I'm still madly in love with you.But you said you weren't dating for awhile so I'm gonna respect that.But when we're on your you have two options.You can either come with us on tour and live with us and do online classes or stay here and actually go live with your parents."
As soon as he said that my heart dropped and shrunk 10 sizes.Calum knows what goes on in my parents house and the fact that he said it made me want to go jump off a bridge.I finally started to move I was gonna go to the bathroom but instead I grabbed my keys and bolted for my car.I started my car and didn't look back.I knew they followed after me but I know the would be checking every where we went together and the place I promised I wouldn't go.But I knew I had some time before the got there so I went.

The hookah lounge.They made me promise them that I would stop going.Well today I'll smoke as much as I want and get like 4 vape pens to keep in my purse.I don't even understand why they don't want me going I mean it's my alternative to cutting.But I left after I bought the vapes and start to use them when I got in the car.I didn't know where I was going but I didn't care.But I stopped by Celia's house and grabbed her some clothes and took her with me.I can fit into her clothes and I keep like 8 outfit changes and like everything else a girl needs in her car.I started driving on the highway and had Celia plug in my phone.We talked about everything there is to talk about.
"Where are we going Jessie?"She asked.
"Not sure yet you can pick the place"I said.
"How about we travel the world? We can go to England,France,Portugal Australia"She said excited.
"Easy there we don't have that much money but we do have enough for two of those trips,"I said smirking,"Let's stick to English for now"
"Fine England and Australia here we come."We rolled the windows down and put down the roof of the car and blasted music.But we had to go back into town to grab our pass ports and suitcases that we already had pre-packed for this day.We went to Celia's house first then mine.But I made Celia go in and get my stuff cause I was nervous Cal and Mikey would be in there.She came out and put the stuff in the car and we went to the airport but Someone had already beaten us there.