Heartbreaker (Calum and Michael)

Chapter 32

(Mikey's P.O.V)
I woke up with my arms wrapped around Jessica's waist.I just pulled her closer to me.She turned so she was facing me.She left a little kiss on my temple,"good morning my prince what are we doing today?"she asked holding my hand."Well princess I was thinking we could go do something that a normal couple would do"I answered. "You should know by now we're not a normal couple"she said giggling a little."I know but still we can try"I said sitting up.I realized that I was in my boxers while Jess was in shorts and and a tank top.Im in my boxers in front of a girl that I didn't fuck.Wow that's a new thing."Well how about we go to Disney world"She said getting out of bed. "Sure"I said walking over to my closet while she just went down stairs because she was wearing her clothes from last night.
After like 5 minutes of getting ready I walked down stairs.She already had on her shoes and looked like the girl version of ashton but with straight hair."Ready?"I asked as I grabbed my keys."Always"She said opening the door.While we where in the car I decided to tell her about the tour with one direction over the summer."Jess I gotta tell you something"I said."Sure anything"she said looking at me.She looked way to good in a beanie,flannel, shorts and doc martins.Legit she was my dream girl."Well...uh me and the guys are going on tour with one direction this summer"i said."Oh",she replied it sounded like she was gonna cry,"thats amazing for the band, you guys are gonna be amazing"She said looking up with a smile on her face.I couldn't tell if it was real or fake but I wasn't gonna call her out on it."We got to disney,paid and walked into the park.
As soon as I was through the doors Jess and I where mobbed by fans.I was separated from Jess to the point where I couldn't see her.After the I took over a thousand pictures with the fans I went to look for Jess.I found her talking to some guy.She didn't notice me but after a few minutes she walked to the bathroom so that was my chance to talk to the guy.
"What was she just telling you?"I asked standing near him."Why"he asked."because I kinda want to know what my girl friend was telling some other guy"I replied shifting my weight."Ok she was just talking to me about how you where going on tour and how it's gonna kill her when your break up with her"He said squinting to look at me cause the sun was really bright."okay thanks"I said jogging away.I sent her a text because I couldn't go into the bathroom that's creepy.
Me:
Hey Jess where did you go I'm sorry about the fans
Jess:
No it's fine I just went to the bathroom I'll be out in like 2 minutes
Me:
Okay
She was out of the bathroom after a few minutes."Hey cutie"I said walking over to her."Hey" she replied.She was standing farther away like when we first met.So we went on a few rides nothing to exciting.After the last ride we went to get lunch and she spoke."Michael I know that long distance relationships are hard so can we just end it now to save me the pain later when you leave?" She asked dropping her head."Jess I'm not gonna break up with you"I said tipping her head back up."No but this is me breaking up with Michael",she said,"I love you with all my heart Michael Clifford I really do but long distance relationships are hard and I couldn't stand being away from you for so long without ever feeling you holding my hand,are wrapping your arms around me when it's cold"She said smiling at the memory's,"As soon as you get back we could date again but I couldn't do long distance again I know that pain and it hurt so bad"she said.
"I know what your trying to say but Jessica I love you and you saying all this is killing me.I want you to be with me no ones ever ment this much to me in my life and I can't lose you"I said staring into her bright green eyes."Im not saying we have to stop being friends I'm just saying that we can't be in a relationship "She said.We where just standing there silent until I finally pulled her in for a hug.She dug her head into my chest."Im sorry I had to do this,",she said muffled into my shirt,"I just wanted to avoid the pain later and get it over with".