A Change in Thought (One Direction Fan Fiction)

Chapter 12

A/N Hayyy okay so erm...I've decided that I'm going to make this first half of the chapter from Harry's P.O.V, and the second half from Hailey's.  So yeah. Sorry that the chapters have been so sad and depressing and somewhat.....weird. So here we go. I love u. Mwah! Kisses xxLittleStylesxx

Harry's  P.O.V

It's been a couple of days and Hailey hasn't woken up yet. She's still alive, thank the lord, but I miss seeing her eyes. I miss seeing her beautiful cheekbones light up when she smiles. And her smile alone, is just enough to make me smile too. Believe me, I have been so restless, I actually haven't slept in 3 days. 

Okay so I'll catch you up to date on all things that are happening. Liam isn't insane, turns out he just needed some sleep. Niall won't eat. Louis is alright but he's still kind of worried. Zayn is okayy but he seems kind of....strange and off a bit. And me, I  won't eat, sleep, or communicate. 

"Goodmorning Hazzah bear." Louis says walking out of the hotel bathroom and plopping on the bed. 

I nod. I can't speak. I feel like I will regain my voice when Hailey regains her abillty to open her eyes. 

"Listen Haz," Lou puts his hand on my shoulder. "She'll wake up. But you need to know.....Niall's dating her. He hasn't been so happy in so long. He finally has his princess."

I tried holding back but I couldn't . I gritted my teeth and pushed him into the wall. "Everyone is so worried about Niall and his 'princess.' What about me? No, never me! Because I'm he man slut who gets every girl! God Louis! I thought you of all people would understand!" I move away from him and leave the hotel room. I call a cab. I'm going to see Hailey. I'm going to make her love me.

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I walk into the hospital. 

"How may I help you?" The old woman at the desk says. 

"Hello. I'm here to see Hailey Days." I ruffle my hair a little. 

"Room 56." She smiles and gives me a visitors pass. 

I walk down the hallway and gulp. What if she's not up? What if I freak out? I don't know if I can handle seeing her cuts. I walk up to the door  and turn the handle. She's still asleep. 

I walk over to the bed and sit next to her. Her hair is in her face, so I brush it off to the side and admire her flawless assets. 

"You know Hailey... if you wake up I might just have to kiss you again..." I whisper, "But you have Niall and it would be bad of me to interfere with that...I know you don't love me like I love you." She moves her head a little. 

I put my hand on her cheek. "I can't force you to love me either... but I just want to know why you can't like me. That kiss we shared...I don't want it to be a fling, I want to be able to do that everyday. I want to be the one to send you good morning texts. I want to call you mine..." 

"you.....you really love me?" Hailey mumbles but her eyes are still closed. Is she....is she awake? 

"Hailey?" I ask aloud. 

She moves on her side and doesn't open her eyes yet. "I'm awake, just pretend I'm not. Keep saying what you were saying." She smiles slightly. 

"Um. I-I...." I move my head down a little and hover my lips above hers. "If you want to kiss me back then meet me half way. If you don't want to kiss me, then don't." I keep my lips where they are and her eyes open. She looks at my lips and questions herself. 

"Hailey?" We both look to the door and see Niall standing in the doorway. "Harry? W-what are you doing?" He chokes on his words. Hailey breaths in deep and drops her jaw.

"No Niall, it's not what it looks like." I state. He walks towards the bed. 

"Were you going to kiss him?" Niall stutters. 

"N-No Niall. I wasn't."She answers. I felt my heart break. 

"Yeah. She wasn't. " I scoff and pick up my bags. Niall grabs my arm and turns me around. 

"Why were you trying to kiss her?" He questions with tears welling in the corners of his eyes. I just felt bad now. 

"I'm sorry Niall.....but I really like her." I say sadly. 

"Go." He simply says. No niall please. 

"But.."

"GO!" He yells and I leave, now with tears streaming down my face. 

Hailey's P.O.V

Harry left. My stomach hurts now and I feel so guilty. I wanted to kiss Harry back...is that bad? But of course I was so glad to see Niall's face 

"Hailey....do you like Harry?" Niall asks cooling down a little as he sits on the bed. "Like more than me?" 

"Of course not." I smile. "I like you Niall, that's why I'm dating you." I do like Niall.....I reallly like him. 

"Okay. I believe you." He smiles and leans in to kiss me, I lean in also but he pullls back. 

"Wait. Why didn't you tell me you cut?" Oh.Shit. Did Liam tell???

"Um. W-what are you talking about?" I stutter. 

"C'mon, don't lie. You could've told me. I'm here to help..." He chokes up a little and I wrap my arms around him. 

"I'm sorry Niall." I muffle into his shoulder. I can't keep another secret from him. "I also have something else to tell you..." 

I explain to him the situation with my dad and he gets scared. 

"This isn't good Hailey...don't worry. I will never let anyone bad near you EVER again.'' His face is full of worry. 

 "We need to stay out of paparazzi. If my face is shown my dad will find me." 

He wraps his arms around me again. "I'll be your knight in shining armor and protect you from him...if you promise to be my princess." 

I giggle. He's so cute. "Absolutely." I pull apart and he kisses my lips softly. I kiss him back. Okay, I really like Niall....he's a perfect boyfriend. We keep kissing until the doctor comes in.

"You can check out of the hospital today. Let me just unhook you from everything." She starts taking the things out of me and helps me up. Niall picks me up bridal style. 

"What are you doing?" I laugh. 

"As your knight in shining armor, I can't and will not let you walk until yoiu are 100 percent." He kisses my cheek. 

"Oh how courteious of you." I kiss his cheek and he smirks. 

We leave in a couple of minutes and I'm still in Niall's arms as we walk to the car. "Please never leave me Hailey." 

"I will never leave you." I nuzzle my head in the crook of his neck as we get in the car and drive home. 

A/N SO HI GUIES! For once I kinda left off on a HAPPY NOTE! <3 hehee. So yeah I see some Niall and Hailey....comment for the next chapter please. :) Oh and I need help thinking of a ship name so comment some suggestions and dont forget to vote! xxLittleStylesxx