BAMBAM: i forgive you

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"She's nothing to me...she's just a girl that i know ok! So please stop telling me (Y/N) likes me, cause i don't....so it doesn't matter...just stop talking about that...i never really liked her ok! Not now..not tomorrow..never! So can you guys stop making couples names! Or doing silly things! " Bambam screamed at the other members. As they stood there in awe.

"Bambam..." Jackson spoke looking at your face who was filled with sadness.

"What!" He yelled at him.

Jackson pointed at you, who was just standing there, trying to hold back the tears that were forming in your eyes.

"(Y/N)....i--"

But you didn't want to hear what he had to say, you already heard enough.
So you just ran away, praying that what you just heard was just in your mind, that it was all a big lie. Unfortunately it was not, Bambam did say all does mean things.

This day couldn't go any worst you told yourself, well it could. As you went outside, it started raining cats and dogs.

"Really?!" You said looking at the dark sky.

You ran, while the rain ruined your cloths. You just wished you didn't go to that stupid party, you just wished Bambam didn't say those things or even better, that you'd never met him.

"Arrrrg, how can i be this stupid" you cried, after a few minutes walking in the rain. You saw a bench, at a park, so you decided to just stay there since...you needed to think.

###flahsback###

"Bambam-ssi! Can you get me that spoon please?" You ask while you were cooking. The boys invited you over for lunch, but since they can't really cook...well most of them...you decided to make them lunch.

"Yeah sure, here" he smiled at me.

"Thaaaannk you" you said tasting the food.

"So? How is it?" He giggled.

"It's pretty something" you smiled.

"Hahaha like you" he joked.

"Yaaa stop it" you laughed putting some salt.

"Wae????" He started tickling me.

"Hahahah hajima!" You laughed so hard, tears rolled down your cheeks.

###end of flashback###

"Arg..." You wiped the tears of your face.

You just remain sited, not caring if the rain ruined your hair, cloths and everything else. This wasn't the time to care about that...all you could think about is how Bambam killed your so called friendship.

"(Y/N)!!" You heard behind you.

You remain frozen until you realized Bambam was the one calling you.
You got up and started walking.

"(Y/N) please stop!" He said.

But you didn't, Bambam had already done enough for today...

"(Y/N) just listen!" He caught your arm, making you stop in the middle of the park.

"What? What do you want Bambam? Do you want to tell me how you dislike me? How you don't care about me and never will?"

"(Y/N)..."

"I never told anyone about wanting to date you! Ok! All i wanted was to be your friend! Your FRIEND Bambam! That's all i ever wanted, and if something else happened....i don't even want to think about that but the thing is...you didn't want me to be a part of your life, you just wanted to please everyone else...and yourself..."

"(Y/N) just let me explain..."

"You have nothing to explain, you can go back to the party and have fun."

"I can't go back there! Don't you understand! I can't leave you here!" He yelled at you. Why couldn't he leave you? A few moments ago you heard him say that you were practically nothing to him. Why waste his time to try and get you back.

"Then why! Why can't you!" You yelled at him, as the rain got even stronger.

"Cause i love you idiot!! I love you ok..."

"That's not true..." You looked at him frozen, he was lying to you...again. You didn't want to listen to him anymore, you didn't want to hear his voice. It was causing to much pain for you to handle.

"You see, you can't even believe me!" He got closer to you. You stared at him, as tears fell down your cheeks without stopping.

"How can i believe you when you told them all this time you disliked me" you said on the spot. Your heart broke in a millions of piece, you were ready to go, ready to just ran away from Bambam but...

"Just shut up" Bambam pulled you closer and gave you a kiss. It was a cute and gentle one, just to reassure you, just to show you he cared for you as much as you cared for him.
Emotions took over you, Bambam backed off and hugged you.

"I didn't want to say that....it's just that the boys couldn't stop making fun of you since you liked me...and i didn't like it...all i had to do was lie...i apologize..." He hugged you tighter.

You couldn't answer him, because well you were out of words, and let's be honest you were confused too.
You didn't know if he finally told the truth...but something in you was saying "yes"....maybe how he said it? Bambam spoke with sincerity in is voice, it lead you to believe that...he wasn't lying this time.

"I'm not expecting any answer from you, i just want you to know that i care...and i always have..." He continued.

"So please forgive my harsh words from later and hear what i really have to say now"

You back off the hug and looked at Bambam, it seemed like he cried a bit.
He was in pain, like you. He didn't know if you would ever forgive him, he didn't know if your pure heart could still handle it. He was scared...but he didn't have to be...you loved him and he could hurt you a million times...your heart will never be able to forget this idiot.

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Heyyy heyyy heyyyy!! Wooow this almost made me cry!! So hoped you liked it!! And enjoyed reading!!! Thank you for the support loves^3^

•Author-nim/Unnie

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