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YOUNGJAE : it never felt wrong

The moment you looked into his eyes you knew. You knew he was going to be the only person you needed to make you feel complete again, Youngjae. His name was even beautiful, everything about him was beautiful.
Eventually you two fell for each other. You didn't believe it at first, maybe this was wrong you thought.
But it wasn't, what you had was not wrong at all. It was wonderful and pure. As pure as the first drop of rain that would touch the ground.
You weren't the type of girl that boys usually would like... You were the good friend type, the second or third choice type, the i only need you for a second but after that get lost type.
But not to Youngjae, never to Youngjae.
He kept telling you that he loved you, that you were the only one. How did a single boy change your life so much.

You two weren't allowed. The problem in these kind of stories is there's always something that cannot work.
Apparently the both of you could not work. Youngjae was someone we called an upper class boy, rich family, big house, big big company with his family name on it. You could see that huge building from afar, arg.
While you were what we called a normal girl, as if normal was a bad thing now. Upper class and normal couldn't mix...
It was a rule.. It was a style of life... A thing everyone knew and respected..cause why would you hang out with normals when you were an upper class right? Who would do that, who would break a rule like that?
The both of you did, you broke it has many times has you thought about each other.
Going out to places only the both of you knew. Not telling others about this, especially not the parents.
The worst rivalry that could exist was between the parents of the upper and normals, arg.
But everytime you would take the risk, take the risk to get caught, maybe to get your family on your back...and he would to. Everything was fine, when you were in is arms it was all so fine. You would just take a look at him and you would know why you were doing this.

Sometimes you would wonder why he did this. Why did he keep telling you i love you. Why did he keep hugging you and kissing your cheeks when he knew that he could get in trouble. The only thing you didn't want to happen was to get him in trouble. You could be the one who cried at night, the one your parents would yell at, the one people would call names because you mixed. But not him. You didn't want him to sacrifice is perfect life for you.
Sometimes you wondered if it wasn't better to end this, not because you didn't love him.
He was your favorite person of all time. No, sometimes you wondered if stopping this was going to be easier.
For him. If telling him stop was better for him, he would not get in trouble anymore, he wouldn't sneak out, but you couldn't. You just couldn't say stop, because you didn't want this to stop.
You didn't want to wake up someday and realize it was over. How the thought of it broke you.
How the only thought of him not being part of your life killed you.

"I love you" he said kissing your forehead as you closed your eyes. You wanted to cry, not in front of him.
Never in front of him. You wanted to hug him tightly, you wanted to tell him that you would stay strong.
But you never did, you never will. You promised yourself that you were going to stay strong until the end, but you were scared...you were so scared that something bad might happen and that Youngjae would suddenly become a dream..only a beautiful dream.

"I love you too" you answered him gently as he pecked your lips lightly. This wasn't wrong, it never felt wrong.
The both of you together would never ever feel wrong. It would just feel like the world stopped. Like you were somehow trapped in this new reality where you could be together. But everytime you would go your separate ways, the truth would suddenly hit you. He and i are diffenrent. You still thought otherwise, even though you knew that you were both different it just gave you a hundred reason to love him. A hundred reason to fight for this, a hundred reason to say i love you again.

You were a normal girl, he was a upper class boy. It never felt wrong.

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Hey guys hope you are all doing well. Umm so kind of a sad one right.. Mianhae, its actually just an intro of an imagine i intent to write soon. I don't have my phone so I'm writing on the ipad... So it might look a bit different !! Like and comment, send me messages if u want^^

~Author-nim/unnie