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BAMBAM: loving can hurt

You weren't best friend not at all...we could call your relationship as love&hate relationship, the one close friends had. Yeah...you two were not best friend, just close friends, and that was it. He would call you by your nickname (that he actually made for you) and he would tease..tease a lot to be true.

And one day you looked at him and...a weird thought came out
"Are we suppose to be more then just close friends?". No! Of course not. Silly me you thought. You looked at Bambam, everyday wishing he would turn to you and smile. Not an ugly smile that you two use to do, but a pretty one, the one you see in movies. When the girl turns and then Boom! The guy was looking and smiled.
That kind of thing, one day it happened, he did smile at you, cutely actually, and it built some hope in you.
Yeah...maybe, even if he's a bit older than me..maybe this could work...

"(Y/N)-ssi!" Bambam called you doing his typical baby face.

"Mmm?" You looked at him, as you were listening to your favorite song of the moment.

"(Y/N)-ssi! Do you know you look like that one girl in that kpop groupe...argg forgot her name!" He scratched his head.

"Mwo? Me?" You said making fun of him.

"Yeah! You do the same expression when you take a selfie" he said mimicking you. You rolled your eyes at him and he laughed.

"Aigooo i was just joking idiot!" He said messing with your hair.

That was the kind of moments that you actually...didn't hate...no you liked these moments, when it felt like, only the both of you were there. No one else.

Days went by, probably weeks.
And there was just something strange.
Bambam, was weird, or maybe it was just you? Yeah...maybe it's me you said again. You tried to talk to him, sending him a message...it took him hours to reply...and the conversations? Pointless. Not like before...never like before. It was...different.

"Hey Bambam, are you planning on doing something tonight?" You said trying to avoid eye contact.

"Why?" He said looking at you, you sign and looked at him.

"Nothing much, i thought maybe we could hang out, since vacation is almost over" you smiled softly. Bambam frowned then looked down.

"I actually have a thing planned with my family, like a dinner you know" he scratched the back of his head as you nod.

You didn't expect him to say yes, you never expected him to say yes...why would you...you weren't the type of girl that guys would say "yes" at, especially not Bambam. Never Bambam...

Hours went by, and since Bambam couldn't come. You, your best friend (girl), Mark and Jackson went to a fast food. You were laughing, eating your hearts out. You were really having a great time. Suddenly a familiar figure walked next to you, your eyes widened, but you weren't sure...so you didn't move an inch. After a few seconds, your best friend looked at the person and then at you. "Bambam?" She tried to ask you, without making a single sound with her mouth. You wanted to know...you turned around quietly and then...that was it. A tear fell from your eye, you wiped it off quickly before your friends could see it.

"Is that Bambam? With...who's that girl?" Mark frowned.

Jackson looked at Mark and told him he didn't know.

"Do you think it's his girlfriend?" Jackson tried not to hurt your feelings...sadly it didn't work at all. All you could think of was Bambam..lying to you...hiding he had a girlfriend... Why did he even do that? You guys weren't even a thing...why did he bother to hide something like that...
You got up as leaving the place, and that was it for that night.

The next morning it was Saturday, so it meant seeing Bambam again. But today was going to be a long day for you. You looked at him wondering how the heck did you fall for him...but looking at him wasn't the best answer. Cause every time you would lay your eyes on him, you could only see, his perfect smile, his beautiful eyes, his flawless figure, everything about him was beautiful. He looked like the Main actor in those drama you watched. You were staring at him, but he was staring back.

"Wae?" He said with a calm voice. You snapped back into reality and shook your head.

"Ani, nothing"

"Then why were you staring" he said still not showing any emotions.

"I wasn't" you said coldly.

"Why are you mad at me?" He said.

You wanted to let it all out but no.
You couldn't make a scene, you didn't have the right...you weren't his girlfriend...you guys weren't a thing...so you couldn't be mad at him even though he went on a date yesterday.

"I'm not mad at you"  you just denied.

"Right" he rolled his eyes. Everytime he would do that, roll his eyes, or be mad at you...it would hurt like hell. But what could you do? Nothing. Sometimes you wondered, why do you even bother liking him, why do you even continue this nonsense, why can't you just stop loving him. Stop loving him...that was...impossible, even though it hurts....you loved him. And you couldn't stop.

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Heyyy chingus!! Aigoo aigoo! It has been a long time!! Well if this is to sad i apologize..Author-nim is facing some problems right now...and well let's just pray it gets better! Hope you guys liked it even though it's not one of my greatest work! Love you guys!!^^

•Author-nim/Unnie