JACKSON: No more secrets

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Jackson's POV

Weekend was over. I woke up early, stretching my arms, as i look around my room. 6am, i have exactly an hour to get ready and to meet (Y/N) at the bus stop i told myself. 

I stood up quickly, not caring if my bed was messy. And went straight into getting ready.

Finally after 45 minutes of making myself presentable and more human like (looking like a trash bag when waking up) i got out of the house and started walking.

I looked in front of me, and saw her from afar. She came early today..i wonder why. I smiled and started walking faster. Getting near (Y/N) i sat next to her and smiled.

"Yah, aigooo not even a hello" i said giggled as she continuously stared in front of her.

"Yah...(Y/N) gwenchana?" I said waving my hand in front of her morning yet pretty face.

"Oh? Mmh neh gwenchana" she snapped into reality and smile at me. Seeing her smile in the morning was like watching the sunrise.

"Mmh you look tired? Did you sleep well last night?"

"Mmh? Oh....mmh neh" she said smiling at the ground.

Ani, something was wrong. (y/n) would always be cheerful in the morning. She was always the one awake between the both of us. She's the one who usually waked me up.

"Yah..(Y/N)--"

"Here's the bus, kaja" she smiled taking my hand as we both entered the bus.
She sat next to the window, it was always that way. And i was next to her.

"(Y/N)-ssi"

She just kept looking outside.

"Yah (Y/N)-ssi" i said pulling her arm.

"Wae?" She asked

"Tell me"

"Tell you..?" She said staring at me. Gosh don't do that.

"Tell me why are you like this" i said giving her a weak smile as she just stared.

She looked in front of her and stood up.

"We're here kaja" she said, again pulling me out of the bus.

"Yah--"

"Kaja" she repeated.

We both got out, as the other students followed. We walked side by side as i continuously looked at her.
She was never like this, at least in front of me. Fine, sometimes she would emote when i talked to her. But never would she emote in front of me.
(Y/N) was the kind of girl who smiled. Always. Smiling and being happy was her thing. Not looking down and sighing.

"Yah pabo!" I finally said as she turned to look at me.

"Yah..--pabo?!" She said surprised as her eyes widened.

"Mmh pabo, the most pabo of all, yah, why won't you tell me!"

"Tell you what" she said half screaming.

"Why you're not being you!"

Silence invaded the space around us. She looked at me, blank expression, almost sad. I realized what i said, i should not have said that. Of course she was being her, it was (Y/N). Just not that happy anymore. I looked at her as tears formed in her eyes. My heart broke, i never liked to see her cry, and mostly not because of me. I just wanted to know...

"Mia--mianh.." I tried to say as she whipped the tears quickly.

She was about to leave. She hated it when she cried, she wanted know one to see her cry, not now not ever.

"Yah" i called.

She said nothing.

"Aish"

I ran towards her and grabbed her arm.
She turned around looking at the ground. She was facing me, but not really. She was sobbing, head down as i stared.

"Yah hajima" i said

*cries*

"Yah hajima jinjja"

*cries*

I cupped her face, making her face me.
I looked into her eyes. Looking at every detail of her face. "Why did i make you cry" i thought.

"Mianhae" i hugged her tightly as she cried burying her face in my chest.

"Mianhae jinjja" i said pulling her closer even tho it was impossible to get closer than this.

Her hands suddenly wrapped around my waist.

Author's POV

Jackson looked at her, and she just sobbed. He didn't know how she felt, he didn't know how she was doing. And he probably never will.
So he just hugged her. This will maybe heal her for a moment he thought. Even though (Y/N) didn't tell her what was going on. He held her like she did. He held her like she poured her heart out even tho she didn't speak a word.

"Don't be like this to often araji" Jackson giggled.

"Shut up" she giggled, her face still buried in his chest.

"I swear i can't handle this kind of emotions, i'll faint if you do this to often" he tried to joke as she punched his back still hugging him.

"Hajima, i'm embarrassed now" she said as he smiled.

"I know" he giggled resting his head on hers.

"Can you stop hugging me now" she said trying to get of but Jackson just tightened his grip.

"Ani, let me enjoy this, you never hug me" he laughed as she tried to get him off.

"Jackson yah! Hajimaaaa" she said pushing him off.

"You look ugly when you cry" he said whipping her face.

"Hajima" she said laughing.

"Jinjja you're soooo hideous " he said pinching her cheeks as she smiled again.

Ah she smiled. Jackson stopped for a moment and stared at her.

"Don't do that" he smiled.

"Do what" she said cleaning her face to not look like she cried.

"Stop being ugly araji?" He patted her head as she laugh.

"Araji"

She probably was never going to tell him the reasons why she was like that sometimes. But he was going to hold her tight every time. Just like he knew.

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Heyy loves!! Here is a Jackson one! This one as you can see is a bit different than the others! It's more of a jackson POV, but still hope you liked it!! LUV YA

•Author-nim/Unnie

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