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MARK: stop

You fought for it, you went through battle for it, faced critics for it, you did all that for love. You and Mark were in love, but he was not good boy every parents would have liked for their daughter. But just looking at his eyes made you feel like the most lucky person in the world. You two went through a lot to get accepted, by your parents, your friends and just anyone that would see you. It was hard but eventually you two made it.

Nights sending each other words that would make both of your heart fluttered, giving each others looks that meant more than anything else you could have said, kissing each others lips like it was the only left to do.
It was perfect, everything was perfect.
But perfect never lasted.

Mark started being distant, not sending you sweet words that usually brightened up your day, less looks that were meaningful, less everything. You started thinking he wasn't that in love anymore, that he finally started getting bored of you. Not wanting to be needy, you shut your mouth and went through the pain. Crying in your bed sometimes, remembering how it was before. Before what actually? How was this possible...you didn't know.

You want to forget that this was actually happening...but you couldn't everytime you thought of Mark. The pain in your chest just kept coming, not letting you a moment to rest and breath. You just felt like your world was falling apart, slowly and silently...before you very own eyes.

"Mark" you said looking up at your boyfriend as his eyes met yours.

"Yeah?" he just said smiling at you. How it hurts, seeing him smile like that but knowing that tomorrow he'll probably avoid you.

"I love you" you just said giving him one of those smiled that looked pretty but was painful inside.

"I love you too" he said kissing your forhead.

Why did it hurt, why did him giving you attention hurt, you had this feeling that Mark was hiding something.
Yet you didn't want to believe that, you just wanted to stay in that place where you in him were one, where you were both in love and nothing could change that.

Everyday you felt this pain in your chest, that was killing you.

You were walking some place, where you felt like you could think. Be alone, and just try to forget the pain.
You were walking in a park, near a supermarket. When suddenly..

"Mark?" You said holding on the tears, you didn't know what to do, you had forgotten how to walk, talk, think...everything just flew away.

He was with her, laughing, arms around her, smiling at her as his eyes lightened up. She was so pretty, the both looked so good you thought...

As you tried to control the tears from falling, as the pain in your chest grew more and more until you couldn't even breath anymore. You looked in front and walked, walked like it didn't hurt, walked like everything was fine, walked like Mark didn't cheated on you. You just walked until you couldn't see them anymore.

-At night-

You were in bed, crying...reading the messages he used to send you, looking at those videos of you two, everything broke your heart. And you let it broke your heart, weirdly you thought you deserved to suffer like this... It was your fault for falling into his deep words, his kisses, his smile...it was all your fault...

*ttrring!*

"Hey you" - Mark

You put your hands over your mouths as tears fell, you couldn't stop crying, it was to painful to stop.

"(Y/n)?" - Mark

"Hey" - you

"How are you?" - Mark

"Fine, you?" - you

"I'm ok, i miss you" - Mark

Miss? He didn't miss you...he never did..it was all a joke..you were a joke to him.

-next day-

The both of you decided to see each other, at a park. You were walking when you saw Mark sitting peacefully on a bench, he looked so happy...
You took a deep breath and went near him. You were about to pat his shoulder when he turned his face and saw you.

"Hey, finally" he smiled cutely as you felt your heart falling apart...pieces after pieces.

"Hey" you just said.

"So why did you want to meet here?" He looked at you with the most innocent face. You stared at Mark, remembering the good old days, when he used to text you i love you every night, when he used to pinch your cheeks and hug you even tho you were mad. Then you remembered when he stopped...when you saw him cheating..how it hurt...seeing someone you trusted and loved..breaking you..within a few seconds.

"I-- i think we should stop seeing each other" you blurred out controlling yourself, not letting even one tear fall. Mark looked confused, worried.

"What?" He asked. As if he didn't know, as if he didn't cheated, as if he didn't play with you...

"Let's just stop Mark" you said trying your best not to fall apart in front of him. How you loved him, but holding on was more painful than letting go.

"Why?"

"You don't love--me-you don't--"

"I do!" He screamed at you making your heart skip a beat. You looked at him and broke down. He was lying.

"You don't! I saw you--" you said still doing your best not to cry, but it was useless.. Sometimes, crying was the only thing you could do to feel complete again.

Mark was walked back and forth, frustrated as you just stood there, puffy eyes, legs numb...

"I--i have to go--" you said turning around and walked away.

"(y/N), please..i'm sorry" he said looking at you leave.

You took your last drop of courage to turn around and look at him, straight in the eyes.

"I am too"

Finally, you left.
Maybe someday, you'll find someone who'll truly appreciate who you are.
You could finally breath.
You could finally stop worrying.
You could finally live.

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Heyyyy!! So finally done with this one!! Kinda of a sad one! Still hoped you enjoyed!! Thanks for the votes and just for reading actually^^!! Love you guys!!

•Author-nim/Unnie