YOUNGJAE: a sad goodbye Part2

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It was about a month ago when Youngjae "dumbed" you in the hallways of that freaking school.
Gladly it was summer vacation so you didn't have to bare with the fact of seeing him every single day.

You were in your bed, writing, well composing to be more precise. You held your guitar as you started playing. You didn't have much time to play before since you were with Youngjae...but well this was apparently an opportunity to let your sadness out through music. You played a slow song as you remembered all those days you spent with him, every smile, every laugh, every giggled, you remember it all to well. You finished playing the guitar as a tear escaped your eye. You quickly wiped it off, you promised yourself never to cry again for him, even thought it hurt so bad. All those memories, over. All the happy moment were over.

Suddenly your phone rang. Your eyes widened when Junior called you.

"Yoboseo?"

"(Y/N)...." He said with a nervous kinda voice. You knew something went wrong but you had no idea what it was. As your hands started getting sweaty, Junior spoke again.

"(Y/N), it's about Youngjae...."

Your heart skip a beat when his name was mentioned. It had been one month and you were trying to forget all about him and this, this was not helping you at all.

"Junior i already told you, i already told him. I don't want..."

"He's been hit by a car...he's in the hospital..." Junior cut your words as the phone fell from your hands. You looked at that picture on your desk of the two of you as tears formed in your pretty eyes. You covered your mouth not wanting Junior to hear you cry. You quickly got up as you received the address were Youngjae was staying. You got out of your house and hailed a cab quickly.

--at the hospital--

You ran in the halls searching for that room 7 that the woman told you. Apparently Youngjae's operation had just finished and he was staying in that room. As you panted, finally the your eye caught number 7. You quickly opened the door not even thinking about who way be in that freaking room. Your eyes quickly set on Youngjae who was laying there, eyes closed with some sort of machine attached to him. The door closed behind you as you walked near him, just to fall on your knees immediately.

"Youngjae..." You whispered as you caressed his cheek. His skin was cold as ice, your heart broke in millions of piece.

"Why did we ever got apart....why did i decide to just let you go....i am so stupid" you said as you let your head fall down and your tears followed.

[Youngjae's POV]

--before the accident--

One month....one month without her. To be honest it's hell. I can't do this anymore. I love (Y/N)....even thought she probably don't want me anymore...i do. I'd do anything just to be with her. Just to see her again. I never wanted us to be apart.

As i held my head, i finally decided to go and talk to (Y/N) in person. Now.
I quickly got out of my house as i ran to take a cab, but something else happened. All i heard was a honk then.

Pitch black.

The last thing that i remember was her smile, her bright and beautiful smile.

[Author's POV]

You were still in that small room that seemed smaller every time you look at it though. You asked yourself if he would ever wake up, and if he didn't? What were you gonna do? You had no power over this kind of stuff, the only thing you could do is pray to God that somehow...somehow he would wake up from that nightmare.

As you held his hand tighter in yours, you felt a finger move. No maybe it was your imagination you said. Your mind was just playing with you. But still you wished for it to be true. You freaking wished that finger would move again.

And you know what? It did.

Your eyes suddenly turned to his angelic face. He frowned...

"Youngjae" you said cupping his face.
You knew he was trying to wake up, you knew he was able to hear your voice.

"Youngjae please" you cried trying again. But at that moment every move stopped. His hand wasn't moving anymore and his face? Became as frozen as it was in the first place. The hope that you had...faded in just a few seconds. You stood up, telling yourself that there was no way he would ever wake up. And remembering that the last thing you said was a goodbye, hurt you so much. You made your way to the door, wiping the tears that was left on your cheeks.

It was over, you and him? It was the past. That goodbye was apparently the last.

"(Y/N)"

You stood there frozen. No, it couldn't be. You look back, seeing Youngjae with his eyes opened as he tried to sit. You covered your mouth as tears of joy fell down. You ran his way and hugged him tightly making him groan.

"Youngjae...Youngjae..." You couldn't stop saying his name as butterflies invade your stomach.

"You're here." He smiled looking at you from head to toe. He missed you, he missed every inch of your soul.

"I'm here" you said back as your smile got bigger. Youngjae giggled as he took your hand in his.

"Why? I thought you..."

"I love you Youngjae" you blurred out making Youngjae giggle again. He gestured you to come closer as he gave a peck to your cherry lips.

"Please promise me to never say goodbye again" he rested his forehead on yours.

"I promise"

Goodbye? No, never.

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Hey guuuyyss! So a lot of you asked for part 2 so here it is!! Hope you guys liked it!!^^ and thanks for all the support!! <3 mean a loooooot! Well luuvv yaaaa loveliesss!^^

•Author-nim/Unnie

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