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BAMBAM: loving can hurt part 2

They were there, laughing, looking at you, probably talking about how pitiful you looked. And he was there, looking at you too, what was he thinking...was he thinking like them? That you were...pitiful? Probably...
You were alone, well not really...you were just waiting for your best friend to come back from the rest room and it seemed like eternity... You just sat there, facing down, wishing you weren't alone...wishing this was not really happening but it was. Bambam would always be with his squad now and his girlfriend who was always glued to him like a freaking chewing gum. And you were dying. Nobody noticed, nobody ever noticed. You wanted to run and cry, you wanted to jump out of a building, you wanted to break thing but you were... Paralyzed. Still looking at them doing what couples do...

"Hey (Y/N)! Sorry i took so long!" She patted your shoulder.

"Oh ne..." You said faking a smile not wanting to get her worried.

"Yah...you ok?" She looked at you closer.

"Ne..." You nodded wanting to burst into tears.

"No you're not" she hugged you making you cry a bit, the both of you got out and talked.

The two of you were on a bench outside, you were cursing since your mascara was definitely ruined.

"Still love him huh?" She gave you a weak smile. You smiled and wiped the tears of your face.

"No it's just that...arg...i don't, i don't...it's just that sometimes...it hurts a bit that's all...i'm still moving on.."

"Stop denying it, i know you still love him (Y/N)...i know you, YOU don't cry for some random person."

"Bambam is just a friend, he treats me like...a i only talk to you when i need you friend...but still...he's just a friend." You said shaking your head, trying to forget everything that just happened.

"Right, so you, (Y/N). Cry for a friend, get jealous because someone else goes near that friend, get's mad at yourself for thinking to much about that friend? Is that it?" She said looking at you smirking, she was right...you hated yourself for this. You hated the fact that you still loved Bambam, you hated the fact that you couldn't forget him, that even though he had a girl friend...you still wished he would love you someday. Yeah...one day maybe. One day maybe he'll look at you like he looks at her.

"Will it get better?" You said as a tear fell from your eyes making your best friend sad.

"I don't know...but let's just hope it will" she smiled hugging you.

---after a few day---

You were in the practice room, playing _____(instrument of your choice). And remembering him. How he smiled, how he laughed, everything, then you remembered how you two drifted apart, how he got new friends, how he got a girlfriend. You stopped playing, panting hard as you tried to stop yourself from thinking about it. Suddenly the door opened. It was Jackson.

"Oh (Y/N)-ssi! What are you doing here alone" he said looking left and right making you smile.

"Waiting for (Y/BFF/N) to come, you?" You walked going to him.

"Well, we're actually going to practice in like 5min, we have dance practice today remember?" He smiled at you, making you giggle.

Suddenly people started coming in the room, (Y/BFF/N) as well, and Bambam. Your face suddenly changed. You looked down as your chest hurt. Jackson knew what was up, so he looked at you and made you look at him. You had heart break syndrome.

"It's ok (Y/N), just stay strong, i know it hurts but just keep your head up. Don't let them know how hard it is" he patted your shoulder making you think.

Jackson was right, i just had to be strong. Head up!

"Ok so today, i'm pairing you guys" the dance teacher said, you all nodded. But deep inside this was a nightmare, well for you at least. What if you ended up with...

"First pair, Bambam and (Y/N)"

What?

Was this real?

Did she just?

You looked at Bambam as he stared at you. You turned your head now facing Jackson asking him how the heck were you going to do this. Eventually you went near Bambam or else the teacher would kill you.

"Hey" he just Said.

"Hi" you replied.

You guys were the lead dancers of this class, so why didn't you think earlier that you would be paired with him.  You started dancing as the music starts and it went off like that....

--after class--

You were walking out, feeling tired and kinda bad when you heard your name.

"(Y/N)" Bambam called you, you looked at him and smile.

"You're getting better i'm proud of you dongsaeng" he smiled.

It hurts...but it'll be ok.

"Gomawo" you just said.
He's just a friend. Just a friend. You keep telling yourself. But was he?

"Ohh (Y/N)-ssi, you know what i miss more?" He smiled like a child. You frowned and said "no".

"I miss your cooking! Omg!" He said acting like a child again. Aigoo this kid.

"I'll make you food someday" you giggled making him smile and making him *thumbs up*. As you looked at him, you just smiled. You looked at Bambam, he looked so happy, happy with her, happy doing what he likes, he's just a happy kid. And happy kids should stay that way. At that moment you realize, not wanting him to be with her, will just make him sad... You didn't want that. Not at all. So that best thing to do was just let him be ...him. You cared more about his happiness than yours. Yeah...you loved him so much that you were willing to forget him just so he can be happy.

"Bambam-ssi" you smiled.

"Ow?" He looked at you weirdly.

"Gomawo" you just said.

"For what?"

"For everything"

Loving can hurt. But you preferred being hurt than seeing him sad. Unhappy.
Yeah...loving can hurt.

But he was just a kid...a happy kid.

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Aigooo what a story ^^!! Hope you liked it!! And thank you for waiting guyeeerrsss^^ love youuu! *Kisses*

•Author-nim/Unnie