Its been three months after I saw you go six feet.
Chase, I feel better, no I feel great. The sun, the stars, the wind they seem all welcoming and nice.
Our Mom, is doing great, she's really nice and she shows me all the love my mom never showed me.
I don't inflate myself again, im doing fine. I have been writing a lot, I have been working on new poems, our Mom wants me to publish them, I will. I remember when you told me to.
"I like you to publish them, they are so nice, I want the world to see how my girlfriend and future wife, Emily Adams, is a great person".
"You idiot, you know I can't".
"And why's that Barney?, they'll love you".
"My parents will hate it"
"I don't care, hey, you don't have to be ashamed of them, your part of my family now, OK, whatever they did to you, I don't care and if is that, that's stopping you don't worry, my Mom, our Mom is proud of you". You kissed those tears that slipped, sometimes I still feel your lips on every inch of my body.
Today Chase I'm going to colleague, Our Mom, is dropping me. She packed all the videos of us, we get to watch it before we leave. I can't wait to see you again even if its not in person but on a screen, is still not worth missing it.
I'm doing great, believe me. I'll get through this, I know
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FALLING OUT OF LOVE
RomanceIt's easy. I fell in love. He left me. No he left everyone. I'm broken. I try to take away the pain. I must learn to let go, Of every memory. His not coming back, He can't come back.
