Elliot P.O.V
Everything seems brighter and full of more light. Is pretty clear that I'm healing. She's just so beautiful. I probably must look silky right now, cause I'm awake starring at the girl I met two years ago at the middle of the night. Last night was fun and totally worth it, I mean I rather do that all night with her, than watch silly animations with Mark in the dorm.
Is probably time for church.
I walk into her bathroom, locking it fast before she comes into an akward state. Letting the warm water rush down my skin,it still hurts, badly, every mark hurts. I don't want to tell her, I know I'm lying to her, and is a sin to lie, but I cant face her this way, she can't know the truth.
Why do I just keep on lying to her, she's been hurt, she doesn't need another worthless soul to make her feel more hatred. I wish I was like her, strong, but I'm not. It hurts so much, to see her in pain. She just as beautiful as an angel. What do I know, I don't know how angel look like, have never been to a church before. I probably owe my soul to the devil. I wonder if God will take me as I am, if he would forgive me. I'm just an abused child. I wonder if she'll forgive me, if she found out the other real me. The one person I had, I kept pushing him away and chose a girl over him.
Yesterday she gave me hope, she read the bible with so much calmness. I look at her and just wonder how someone like her can't be loved by her parents. I get why I can't be loved by mine cause the aren't mine.
YOU ARE READING
FALLING OUT OF LOVE
RomanceIt's easy. I fell in love. He left me. No he left everyone. I'm broken. I try to take away the pain. I must learn to let go, Of every memory. His not coming back, He can't come back.
