I can't do this again....
I can't lie, I'm sad
Sad, sad little girl
I'm terrified.
I thought as I laid in Elliot arms, I closed my eyes to inhale this moment.
His brown hair tickled my neck and I giggled inwardly.
"Let's go to the park today, okay"
"Okay". I said still giggling.
He suddenly stood up and I fused my eyebrows in confusion, he chuckled, kissing my cheeks..okay...confused.
"I have to go, I'll have to visit my dad". He smiled, I returned, nodding my head, as I stood up, quickly arranging the bed.
I hugged him tightly, ad he pecked my forehead as I smiled with content.
"I love you". He said suddenly, almost like he was desperate to say it, and I smiled widely."I love you too".
He walked out as I went out too but to the campus, just for a walk, a walk that I knew I'll regret.
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I sat on the seat, reading my books, seriously, I got to get this concept. It was 5pm, and Elliot hadn't still arrived, I tried calling but no answer, texting but no respond. I need to talk to him. I stood up from the bench, walking around, I pushed every negative thoughts from my mind.
I did what I could to calm myself down, I sat back, rolled up my sleeves, the scorching sun burning my skin. I started to count, I didn't have to worry about people seeing me, I barely knew anyone plus they were hardly anyone around.
Suddenly I heard a loud scream, my eardrums could have gotten bursted. I turned my head to see two girls hugging, I sighed, standing up and walking into the school hall.
I walked into an empty class and began to read, not minding anyone, it was empty anyway. Suddenly I felt a hand tap me, I looked up trying not to get angry. It was a girl, a girl that I wish I would never want to see. Chase ex girlfriend, Mikey, she did a lot of cracks, she did look different I hope she is.
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FALLING OUT OF LOVE
RomantizmIt's easy. I fell in love. He left me. No he left everyone. I'm broken. I try to take away the pain. I must learn to let go, Of every memory. His not coming back, He can't come back.
