What is love, why do we say we're in love, is far from lust, far from attraction, love is death itself, love is weakness itself, love is pain itself, everyone I ever loved showed me pain, they made me weak, they died, died because of me or died because they were in love. I mean everyone should know by now that I was in love, I was in love with Chase Adams. Yes I was, because love is not life is death, love is what makes a girl cry out her whole pain when she surrenders to it. Love is what makes me hold on to hope, love is connected to everything making it wild and yet scary. Love is what makes us understand our existence, love is what understand our limits, it shows us our deepest fear. Love shows our wildest imagination our dreams. Love describes whether theirs life after death or if love is death itself.
Love makes a girl cry and still makes her smile, love is like an eternity flame that burns down those walls we built and doesn't give a shit if it leaves a mark. Love is what does not make us sane, it describes our insanity. It fucking selfish but again amazing.
Love is just worthwhile and comes up with crazy ideas. Love is what can make and break a person, is a powerful weapon which can destroy our race if it stops burning. All this is love. Love is what can cause a happy five year old child, Crack a thousand tome on her skin, love can me a boy hate his body so much to paint and make art on his skin. Love is what from those tears and aches, it yearns and sometimes runs away. Love is not a definition that even science can explain, it is more toxic than any acid and can break the strongest of walls, that's love is creative just like art.
Love makes us understand why and who brought our existence, if I could wish for any other thing, is to love and love those who hurt me the most. That's the greatest love anyone can give, I love you, are three words with million of meaning. Love is what made Jesus die for us, even at that time, He should us the greatest even when he was weak, that's love, that's what love is all about. Even at that point, He didn't give up on us, he still laid there in the cross, he was amazing, He is amazing, He is love, even if we hurt him everyday, He still love us by giving us life, That's love for me, Love is God and God is Love.
If I ever fall in love again with someone, I want it to be true, to be pure, I love Elliot but again I'm weak that's love, it makes you weak, I want to love him with my heart but again my brain is scared and processes how love destroyed me. Love made me cut because my parents didn't love, it made me show love to inanimate object that showed me how love cruel and I'm scared with Elliot, I want to live him but love destroys everything you have, it destroyed Chase and destroyed me after everyone I had left.
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FALLING OUT OF LOVE
RomanceIt's easy. I fell in love. He left me. No he left everyone. I'm broken. I try to take away the pain. I must learn to let go, Of every memory. His not coming back, He can't come back.
