Hazbin one shots

Ruined pt2

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Plot
Part 2 of Ruined

ANGST WARNING

Lucifer sat at his desk with his head down on the surface of it, there was drops of tears puddling up on the floor as he cried, replying what had just happened over and over in his head. The look of hatred in Charlie's eyes, the anger and disappointment she had for him, it was utterly painful. He had vowed to be there for Charlie when she was born, never leave her side, But Lilith was sure to drive them both apart and Charlie never gave him a chance to explain himself, his entire existence was nothing but failure, pain and misery was all that he ever received anymore. The only thing that was keeping him going was the hope that Charlie would give him a chance, a chance to be apart of her life again. But it was clear to him now that he was ment to be alone. But if this was truly how he was ment to be then it wasn't the life he wanted, he didn't want to spend all of eternity locked away in his castle with no friends that cared about him, No family that loved him. Lifting his head up from the counter he sniffed and wiped his eyes out on his sleeve, he had came to a decision on what he wanted to do. He held up his hand and summoned his old blade from heaven, a gift from his brother. Lucifer sat there looking at the golden knife, as he held the handle he rand his thumb across the blade, feeling as it glided through his skin. His golden blood blended in almost perfectly and wasn't seen until it started to drip down onto the floor. Looking up at his desk he leaned and grabbed a picture of himself holding Charlie on her 3rd birthday. The last picture he actually had of them together. Grabbing a piece of paper he wrote out a short letter for Charlie to read if she ever found him.
"Im...Im sorry I failed you" he said softly as the tears started to slide down his face once more. Moving the knife up to his throat he pressed the blade against it, ready to end things.
"I..I love you appleseed" he said before sliding the blade across his throat. The golden blood splattered onto the desk as the knife clattered against the floor, there was a thud as his head hit the desk and his vision started to fade, trying to think of happy thoughts as he left the cruel world before his vision faded away to black, never to return again.

HEAVEN

It was a rare night for Micheal. He stood out on the balcony of his house, staring up at the clouded sky as the wind was blowing his hair around some. He watched as the lightning danced around and the thunder clapped off in the distance. He stood there for a moment before tapping his hand on the railing.
"A rare night indeed" he said to himself before turning around and heading inside, closing the doors behind him before he moved over to his bed and crawled under the covers. Sleep came rather quickly for Micheal. Pleasant dreams as always but...tonight was different, for some reason he was having dreams of back when Lucifer was in heaven. Fond memories he had of his brother, the both of them laughing and playing together, but as the dreams continued, Micheal watched as Lucifer moved further and further away from him.
"Lucifer come back here!" He called out with a laugh as he chased him off into the forest. Rounding the corner he stopped in his tracked as he saw his brother there, his body rested against the tree as his head laid off on the ground looking at him.
"Why did you abandoned me" it asked him as Micheal stared at it.
"I..I didnt!"
"You deserted me when I needed you most! This is all on you Micheal!" Everything started to glow white and Micheal shot up in his bed as a bolt of lighting lit up his entire room and a clap of thunder rattled the house to its foundation.
"Lucifer...." he said as he threw his covers off and ran out onto his balcony again.
"It...he..he couldn't have" he said as he gripped the railing in his hand, his breathing was labored and his body was covered in sweat. Something was wrong, it wasn't right. He could feel it in his body, his heart was aching right now as if it was being torn in half. Not even bothering to change from his night clothes he spread his wings and made a portal appear to hell and like a flash he was gone. Appearing in front of Lucifer's castle he flew up and threw the only window that had a light on, breaking threw the glass he looked around the room quickly and froze as he saw Lucifer there, his head down on the desk and the huge puddle of blood. Rushing over he put his hand on his neck trying to feel anything, he stopped breathing so it wouldn't mess with his feelings. But all he felt was cold skin. Michael slowly closed his eyes and lowered his head.
"Im sorry brother" he said softly as a tear rolled down his cheek, realizing that he was part of the reason that drove his brother to this point, he opened his eyes and noticed the blade down in the puddle and his heart clenched even harder. It was the very blade that he had given Lucifer all those centuries ago, it was his blade and now he couldn't even bear the thought of picking it up, knowing that the present he had given him was the same weapon used to take his own life. he looked away from the blade and up at the desk where he noticed the letter and the picture of him and Charlie in his hand. Reaching over and picking up the letter he unrolled it.