Ch. 14
Ours
*Niall's POV*
I walk back to the front of the house and Claire is sitting on the steps. Her head is down
and her finger is trailing over the cement. I walked over to her and Addie ran up and
hugged her. She was surprised but I was a good thing. We got Addie's things and get in
the car when Claire's favorite song came on 'Little Things'
* Claire's POV*
"Mommy this is the song Niall singed to me!" Addie tells me excited.
"Is that right baby?" I asked her.
"Ya it's about tea and jeans!" she explains excited.
*giggles* that's a good way to put it
"It's a good song! I love it!" Her voice was filled with happiness.
"I love it too," I tell her.
This song reminded me of my past.
'Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me
But bear this mind it was meant to be'
Mine and Niall's hands fit perfectly together.
'And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks
And it all makes sense to me'
I have a freckles that run across my cheek that I hate but others love and that's what
means me, me.
'I know you've never loved the crinkles by your eyes when you smile,'
When I smile I have my dimples show on my right side and my eyes have huge
crinkles.
'You've never loved your stomach or your thighs'
When I was younger I always thought I was fat, and I had thunder thighs from volleyball.
The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine
When I would wear a swimsuit my dad would poke my dimples in my spine and tickle
me there.
'But I'll love them endlessly
I won't let this little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do, it's you, oh it's you, they add up to
I'm in love with you and all these little things'
'You can't go to bed without a cup of tea'
I can't go to bed without a warm glass of milk.
'Maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep'
I don't know if I talk in my sleep.
'And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep,
Though it makes no sense to me'
I wonder what Sean has heard me say in my sleep.
'I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape'
When ever someone would record my voice is was so quite and no one could hear it.
'You never want to know how much you weigh'
I have always felt fat.
'You still have to squeeze into your jeans'
Yes skinny jeans are my best friend.
'But You're perfect to me
I won't let this little things slip out of my mouth
But if it's true, it's you, it's you, they add up to
I'm in love with you and all these little things'
'You never love yourself half as much as i love you'
I wonder how much I'm loved.....
'You'll never treat yourself right darling but I want you to'
When I was 16 I cut because I was bullied and didn't know what to do, I only did it twice.
That was my only way to escape this world.
'If I let you know, I'm here for you,
Maybe you'll love yourself like i love you oh'
Sean, Niall and Rachel have always been there for me no matter what, it was all I could ask of them. I love them.
'I've just let these little things slips out of my mouth
'Cause it's you, oh it's you, it's you they add up to
And I'm in love with you (and all these little things)
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
but if it's true, it's you, it's you they add up to
I'm in love with you, and all your little things.'
By the end if the song I'm crying thinking about my past, my mistakes, my flaws and
what I have done wrong. But there will always be someone that loves me, even if its just
Addie, I'm fine with that. By the end of the song Niall was holding my hand. Addie is in
the back seat holding her elephant and was singing along.
I was thankful for everything I had. This was my life now. We drove to the foster home
to pick Ashton. Addie was in the back seat fast a sleep when we pulled up to the foster
house. Niall got out of the car and carried Addie inside. She had he elephant in her
hand, her head was resting on Niall's shoulder. Niall is going to make a great father to
Ashton.
"Mommy" she says while rubbing her eyes. "Where are we?"
"We have a surprise for you"
"Really? What is it?!?" she asked excited.
"Hold on you will see soon," I tell her.
"I can't wait, I hope it's a puppy or a kitty!
Ms. Hanson walk out with Ashton waking behind her hiding. He was carrying a 'cars'
backpack on his back and had a shark stuffed animal in his hand.
"Hey little guy, I'm Claire, this is Niall and Addie. We will be taking care of you now."
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