Chris Evans: The Guy Next Door

Chapter 14

The dreams that I would drift in and out of were cold and dark, and I wished for nothing more than to be awaken from them.

I tried to scream, as in my dreams I saw my family slowly losing their grip on a mountain, but I couldn't move to help them because I was paralyzed.

My dreams then became a realty, as loved ones would come and visit me where I was resting.

All I could hold onto were their words, which became painful because I wanted nothing more to see and touch them- to know they were real.

Everyday the familiar voice came to visit me, and she soothed me with her gentle touch and sweet words.

I couldn't put a finger on who she was? I knew she was important to me, I could feel it.

But why couldn't I remember?

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"Hey Chris, it's your mom." A hope-deprived voice said. "How are you doing baby?"

I wanted so bad to tell her that everything was better now that she was here, and that when I was alone my world flipped upside down.

By myself there was pain, so much pain that oozed around my body, and stabbed my head with every opportunity it got.

I wanted to tell her that when I wasn't awake, my nightmares of death and the accident created a new breed of fear in me, that devoured and lived off of my body.

I wanted to tell her that everyday, my limbs would start to feel colder and colder as the numbness encased my body.

I wanted to tell her that I missed her, that I wanted nothing more then to be in her loving embrace, and know that everything was ok.

Most of all, I wanted to tell her to stay strong. I wanted her to know that through all my pain, just knowing she was okay made my world more bearable.

Mom, I miss you. My hearted sobbed.

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Whoa sorry for the really depressing chapter!

Bear with me though! I just wanted to have this chapter so you know how Chris felt through this whole experience.

Don't worry, the next chapter is gonna be way more eventful!

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