Cortés, Quetzals and growing up Guatemalan

Weirdddddd

I legit had the freakiest dream last night. No joke.
I was at my wedding, and I knew somehow, that it was Zack standing at the altar.
And he was Zack until it got to the I do part. Then it turned into my Ex-boyfriend!!! It was literally so scary.
This may not sound that bad, but he was an asshole. Like legit he was the absolute worst person you could ever meet. He did the whole shabang; drugs, alcohol, abuse, violent.
I was with him for my Quiencenara (sorry if that's spelled wrong, my zacks laptop is legit stupid asf) and he cheated on me all the time. He lived 40 minutes away so I didn't really see him often tho.
It took me a really long time to leave him, and I was single until when Zackito and I started dating.
He charmed my entire family so much, my papa didn't even mind me dating, but when he screwed me over, he dosent really trust any other boys. And now he wants to make sure my hermonito will never disrespect women like that. So I guess it coulda turned out worse and I actually could have married the bastard.
Anyways I heard he was deported back to Guatemala and was in a gang now, someone said he might even be dead now but idk. I'm sad he turned out that way but that's life, we can't make other peoples decisions for them

I think I'll even post a pic I have with him, it's not like he will ever see it...
Fyi tho, 9th grade was a baddddd time for my face/hair/body lol
I've actually grown an inch since then hahah