Slayerama

Attempt to fix the gears

Hey guys!!  Mass posting this whole month! I just started my summer break and IM SO HAPPYYYYYYY!! I can finally take a break from the stress of school work and actually do something I'm passionate for. Happy pride month you gays, lesbians, bi, trans, pansexuals, etc. Here are the warnings;

Spoilers; this chapter doesn't start very silly. Also there's a fight scene and I'm not good at describing fights so please bear with me😭

Cursing, hallucinations, usual behavior from melody, suicidal thoughts, self doubt, gory descriptions, mentions of people dying, mentions of how the people died, throwing up, angst, grammar errors. (These warnings aren't very silly but I'm feeling silly! And probs the most ammount of warnings in one chapter!)

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Everyone was dead...Ko, Austin, Melody, Rayla, Norah, Sora, Sage, everyone...except her.

Why was she alive? Why her? Someone who is practically useless without any spiritual powers...someone who doesn't actually have a purpose.

She couldn't even save her sister, Rayla was stabbed multiple times. Blood coming out of her body, making a puddle of blood.

She couldn't save her best friend, Sage...her head got smashed into a wall, breaking her skull, blood coming out her nose.

She couldn't save Sora, he's too young. And he's dead. Both of his legs were broken, blood coming out of his legs. His legs were twisted a painful amount, he was motionless.

She couldn't save melody, who she swore she would protect when she met melody. Her stomach was sliced...her insides...they were spilling out..

She was just there, standing in the middle. Not knowing that to do for herself, or them. She was just, motionless, useless. Why couldn't she move?

She couldn't even look.

Austin was still alive, barely but she could tell from slight pained groans coming out of him, even as he layed there motionless, he has multiple bullet injuries on his chest.

Norah was so too, her arms were practically ripped. She couldn't move, she was crying, barely breathing. She was just a child..

She could save both of them; she could save two people. But why was it so hard to fucking breathe? She wasn't hurt, the people she cared about were. She was being selfish, she was alive.

...why was she alive? ..the noises her friends were making were unbearable. She finally managed to turn her head, to look at Rayla.

She was dead...she quickly turned her head. One hand on her stomach and the other one on her mouth.

God she was gonna throw up...she should be used to the smell of blood...

But she can't take it, her friends...

her heart was pounding inside her chest....

Why...her..why couldn't someone else live other than her...? Someone that's actually not useless like her..anyone..just not her.

"Amber? Sorry to interrupt you sleeping but you've been sleeping for a while. Everyone's awake...wake up!"

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"Fuck...!!" Amber yelled out, grabbing the cardigan of the person right next to her. Sage slightly jumped. "Amber?" Sage said, tilting her head, obviously concerned.