Still My Thug

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Trayvon's POV.

I haven't slept all day or night. I knew I fcked up but I never thought she'll runaway. I'll do whatever it takes to get her back. I've searched everywhere. I ain't got beef with nobody at the moment. I'm just thinking where the hell she could be.

"Tray, don't trip we'll found her." CJ said coming in.

"I just want her back. I don't even know how she found out." I said.

"Let's just keep it real, Noami ain't stupid or slow." he said.

"You right. She was gone found out sooner or later." I said.

"Did she bring anything with her?" he asked.

"No, she even left her ring on the bed with her phone and a letter for me." I said.

"What the letter said?" CJ asked.

I handed him the letter and he read it out loud.

'Dear Tray, I know you said you loved me but I after founding out that you got another girl pregnant really made it hard to believe that, that's not true. I love you with everything in me but there can't be no more Tray and Noami. Those promises that you made to me was probably all lies just for me to chose you and I fell for it. I was dumb but now I'm going to move on with my life and you should do the same. If we ever do link back up don't tell me you're sorry because I don't wanna hear anymore sorries from you. You're probably only sorry that you got caught up. That baby is yours and you know it so don't try and deny it. She needs a father just like everybody does. But I'm not going to play step mom with her. I've left the ring and everything behind because I want something new. I know we'll have to meet up again but not now. I love you but I think it's time that we both move on and stop hurting each other. See you when I see you.'

"Damn man." CJ said putting the letter back on the desk.

"Right, I love that girl man. And it just pissed me off when she said she doesn't believe it." I said.

Then thing you know a tear hit my hand.

"Look man, don't cry. There will be a day when y'all are back as one." he said.

"I don't think so. I think we're really over." I said.

"It's not over. You know Noami, and I know Noami. Its not over." he said.

"But CJ I got somebody else pregnant!" I yelled.

"She don't wanna play step mom. Trust me she know how that role goes, she played it before. And she doesn't wanna play it again." I said.

"Man, it'll be alright." he said.

"Man, fck all this." I said getting up and walking out.

I don't know what to do. I'm completely lost, I just wanna die. I pulled up into my yard and Tiffany was sitting on my porch.

"What the hell you want?" I asked.

"It's a girl." she said holding up the ultrasound.

"That's good." I said.

I just went inside with the letter in my hand. I just continued to read over it over and over again. Just then the door closed and Tiffany sat on the couch.

"What is it again?" I asked.

"Its a girl." she answered.

I just reread the part where she wrote 'she needs you'.

"You told Noami, you was pregnant?" I asked.

"Ummm." she said

"Ummm, what Tiffany? Did you or did you not tell Noami that you were pregnant?" I semi-yelled.

"Okay, yeah I did. But it wasn't me it was the hormones." she said.

"Hormones my axs! Who told you to tell her!" I yelled.

"What the 'main chick' dumped yo axs or something? It takes two Tray, it takes two! This is not all my fault." she said.

"But I didn't tell you to tell her Tiffany."

"Whatever, my baby shower is in two weeks. Are you coming?" she asked.

"We was talking about you telling Noami about you being pregnant and you go to yo baby shower?" I asked.

"I don't give a fck about her, I'm having your baby not her. And she's mad? I guess she ain't the main chick no more so that's why she dumped yo axs." she said.

"Tiffany, she ran away. And she could have been the first to have my baby but things went left and she still my main chick and will always be." I said.

"Whatever. I'm out." she said leaving.

Man, this sh*t is crazy. I went upstair and stood in the shower. Just thinking where in the hell can my baby be.

Faith's POV

I've been dissing everybody just to look for my best friend. She left her phone, everything behind. I was over by Diamond's helping her pack.

"So, you leaving me too." I said starting to cry.

"Its okay, she'll come back." she said hugging me.

"I just don't know what to do. I have nobody to talk or hang with. I wish she would have just told me what was up." I said.

"She found out that Tray got another girl pregnant." she said.

"What?"

"Yeah, she's been through a lot with him. I agreed that she needed to get away for a minute but I just wish she would have told us first." she said.

"Yeah."

My phone started going off and it was a Scrappy.

whyhim? - what about that date?

me - I can't, looking for my friend.

why him? - well, go out with me and I'll get yo mind off of it. let you rest for a minute.

me - alright.

"Diamond, I have to go." I said.

"Okay, see you later." she said.

I left and got into the shower. After, that I got out and did my hair and my make up. I went to the closet and put on a yellow dress, then a pair of blue heels. I put on a silver chain and grabbed me make up. After, I put on a silver MK wacth and some silver hoops.

Scrappy called and I grabbed my purse and left. Then we went and ate.