the doll | 2min

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"mom.." a weak voice can be heard. minho immediately rushed to seungmin who's laying on minho's bed.

"seung..?" called minho, caressing seungmin's hair backwards. seungmin slowly opened his eyes and saw minho, in the verge of tears.

"..minho" seungmin replied with a weak smile. minho then hugged seungmin real tight, "thank god you're awake.. thank god.. thankyou.." he whispered, a tear or more left his eyes unknowingly.

they may know each other for just a few days, but the feeling they had for each other is undeniable. minho grew to dote seungmin.

"minho i.. remembered everything.." seungmin said out of a sudden. minho lifted his head to see seungmin with an empty expression. he couldn't trace a single emotion on seungmin. he was there laying down and stared at the ceiling, "i remember.. i remember minho.. i.."

"cry it out seung, it's fine.. you can cry whenever you're with me.. i'll stay by your side.." seungmin drifted his eyes to minho and broke into tears.

"i want to see changbin.."

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"seungmin-" before changbin could finish his word, he was greeted by a soft and gentle hug. changbin was surprised, happy, sad and confused at the same time.

"changbin.. i missed you.." said seungmin,
"so much.." he whispered.

changbin didn't know what to react, he dropped everything he had been holding on his hand and slowly hugged seungmin back, even tighter. he cried silently, "you're back.."

seungmin nodded his head between their hug, "i'm back, changbin. sorry for making you wait." he said, breaking the hug and wiped changbin's tears, "it's so unlike you to cry." seungmin giggled painfully. he then looked behind changbin, there stood his other bestfriends. jisung and chan.

seungmin ran up to them and hug them both tightly, "i'm sorry guys.. i missed you." he said.

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it was now around 10pm. they were still at minho's. everyone is gathered in the living room, getting along with the help of video games. everyone was there except for seungmin and changbin.

changbin did tell them he wanted to take a breather, but he hasn't come back after almost 30minutes so seungmin went out and look out for him, "hey bin.." he called out. changbin looked behind him and smiled, "hi seungmin. where's your jacket? it's cold out here." changbin sniffed, beckoning seungmin to come closer. he took off his jacket and wrapped it around seungmin which seungmin thanked him.

"what were you thinking?" asked seungmin as he scooted closer to changbin, taking his cold hands into his and warmed it up. changbin just observed seungmin and secretly smiled to himself.

"im just.. thinking what would i do if you never regained your consciousness.. and it just.. hurts me alot." changbin said, looking up the dark sky, "do you know how scared i was? a week has never been this stressful and long to me. you were unconscious for a week straight.." changbin shook his head, preventing himself from shedding tears.

seungmin caressed changbin's hands, "im sorry.." he said. changbin just patted seungmin's head and pulled him into a hug.

"i just love you so much that i don't even want to let go of you." he sighed. seungmin didn't say anything. he knows so damn well he doesn't have the same feelings like he did before. changbin noticed how seungmin went quiet. he slowly pulled away from the hug and smiled painfully to seungmin, "but i know it's time for me to let go.." he said, caressing seungmin's cheeks. seungmin looked straight to changbin's eyes, he felt guilty.

"im sorry changbin.. don't get me wrong but i love you too.. like a lot.. but it's just not the same like before.." seungmin said, hoping changbin would understand. changbin nodded his head, "i understand silly. let me just hug you before i could really let you go.." changbin said, embracing seungmin once again.

"i loved you, kim seungmin."