El's Random Ruminations

Red Flags everywhere

Gilteans are a strange bunch but I have to say I am enjoying the peace and quiet. Most of the students are ignoring me and I don't mind. Aron must be scared of me. He is avoiding me like I'm a blight infested creature! But I can't blame the poor boy. I am kind of a freak. At 5 feet 10 inches tall with hips and boobs to match my size, it is all a bit much. 

I tried to explain the differences in the rules of attraction to my father and stepmother but I don't think it took. My stepmother straight up thinks Aron is head over heels for me. That was not the vibe I got. My father says he's suspicious of my motives. I think he's right. When I checked in with Felix and Sophie, they said Aron thinks I am an enemy. That I want to steal his crown and make him a puppet King for Larisch.

Broody boy thinks everyone's out to get him... RED FLAG!!!

I think he is also weirded out by my giant features. I am a giant girl here but in Larisch and Andoria I am average height. In Feruos I'd probably be tiny! Lol The spell stone was too expensive a gift. I should have explained it better or waited to give it to him when he went to the Pternoc hunts. I discussed it with Dominic today and he agrees with my dad. Aron is suspicious of me. I don't know how to fix that. 

On the positive though, I am almost sure Dominic is into me. That means he likes big girls! I am down with that! I am touched that he quit the council because Aron was asking inappropriate questions. I hope this doesn't affect him negatively. I told him that and he waved it off like it was no big deal. His family's territory is very critical land. King Lestor is not gonna mess with them.

Still, this is a weird position for me to be in. I was always a social person but not in the "getting dates" department. I was not all that attractive in my old world but people liked me in general. I was always invited because I made people feel welcomed. So it is a bit weird to have people stare at me. I noticed that a lot of the Giltean males stare like they wanna eat me. It feels invasive. And super hypocritical since they constantly spew garbage about me. Still gonna activate my shields whenever I come near them.