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~ Q&A WITH THE CAST ~

Hey kittens! So, I wanted to try something new, and my translator for the Portuguese version of this story created a fun little question and answer page for you to read. I'll probably do another one of these at the end of the story if this one goes well, so leave questions in my inbox, my email (thecastofyptoind@gmail.com), or my tweet them to me @.1fuckingdeeomg :) Don't forget to vote on and share this story among your friends, family, your pet fish, I don't care honestly, whoever you want is fine. ;)

Okay, anyway, lets begin!

Questions for Harry:

-How would you describe Louis in a word?

H: Hmm... Stubborn.

-How long do your episodes last?

H: Only a couple seconds, they're fleeting. But with Louis they seem to last forever... (In a good way, of course.)

-How do you deal with so many people calling you the coming machine or those bad names and etc? I'd kill everyone and give their bodies to dogs!

H: Um... I think you should talk to your therapist sweetheart :P And honestly I don't deal with it. I get angry and upset and sometimes I cry, but that's all normal. People are jerks, I've just adapted to it.

-You think the way Louis react to your episodes is cool? Do you like it?

H: I wish he wouldn't glorify it so much, but yanno... Louis will be Louis.

-When did you have your first episode? How was it? All the love Xx

H: All the love to you too sweetheart xx It was quite awkward at first, I was walking to school one day and all the sudden... yeah. It happened for a few weeks non-stop. Then I went to the doctors and they diagnosed me... It was one of the worst days of my life, if I'm being honest.

-How do you feel about everything that already happened and is still happening in your life? What would you do if Louis didn't make a part of your life?

H: I feel quite wired to the life I'm living right now, and if Louis wasn't a part of it... I wouldn't be Harry anymore. I feel like Louis completes me in a way I could never complete myself.

-How do you feel when you have an episode because of Louis?

H: Well, that's a tough question. Do I have the episode because me and Louis are fucking or do I have the episode because I'm looking at him? I guess it doesn't matter. Every episode caused by Louis is a good episode.

-Why did you try to kill yourself knowing that if that worked, your family and mostly Louis would feel like the worst people in the world?

H: I won't sugarcoat this for you dear... But it was because I didn't give a shit. My only care in the world was to be dead at that moment.

-When you saw Louis for the first time, did you fall in love with him in that moment or did it take time?

H: Huh... That's a good one. Well, the first time I saw Louis I was scared and trying flee from bullies, but I think it took some time for me to trust him. And for me, trust is basically the same thing as love in itself.

-Harry why do you get so embarrassed in front of Louis? He loves you and wants to see you well.

H: It's not just in front of Louis, it's everyone. I try not to dwell on the fact that I'll take this disorder to my grave but honestly, someday's I just have to marinate in the humiliation to actually try and get over myself. It's not the worst disorder I could have, but it's definitely not one I won't be embarrassed about for the rest of my life.