(LOUIS' POV)
"It's not a big deal, mum." I say, sitting at my island counter.
She's surprised that I'm gay.
Like, really?
I thought I was pretty obvious with it.
The hair didn't give it away?
The skinny jeans?
Okay, she had to be at least questionable at my limp wrist.
"Louis, it's a huge deal!" She exclaims, scowling at me as I try to text Harry.
I just need to talk to him.
All the time.
Even the minute I leave his house I miss him...
The minute his body isn't next to mine I feel empty.
Why does love make you feel empty?
"Give me your phone," She demands and I scoff a bit, laughing under my breath.
"What?" I ask, looking up at her like she's lost her mind.
"Give me your phone Louis William!" She yells and I just hand it over.
Because honestly what the hell am I supposed to do?
She's never been this upset with me.
Okay, maybe when I peed on the carpet when I was five...
The dog did it so I thought it was fine!
Yeah... It wasn't fine.
And it's not fine now.
And I thought I was going to have a good night, y'know?
I mean, dinner with Harry, hand jobs with Harry...
Sounds like a pretty good evening.
But now?
I'm doubtful.
She goes through my texts and I cringe, flushing a bright red.
Alright, so maybe me and Harry have sexted before...
A few times.
Okay... A lot.
But that's fucking private, so she has no right to do this.
I'm the one who pays for my phone anyway!
"Mum, that's private, jesus christ!" I yell, reaching for my phone but she pulls it away as soon as my finger brushes it.
She puts it into her pocket and gives me a disgusted look.
Her eyes are cold, and her jaw is clenching up noticeably.
Oh my god.
She's disgusted with me? Honestly?
Out of all people?
Her son?
And for what?
Liking it up the ass? Honestly.
"Mum." I say, looking at her with my eyebrows knitted together in confusion.
What the hell is going on?
She turns red in the face, and... Oh my god is she crying? For real?
Because I'm in love with a boy?
The most sweet, innocent, beautiful boy in the world?
Why would she be so devastated over that?
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Fanfiction((warning!: hey everyone! i wrote this when i was like 15-16? and i realized i never put a rating on this story. it's pretty explicit! (i tagged it as mature but i'm going to put in the description that it's 18+ just so it's very clear)) Orgasms...
