Burning Love (Bakugo x reader)

Chapter 104

The walk to your house is silent, except for your small sniffles. You didn't want to go back to school yet and you couldn't face your friends after the interaction with Bakugou so you decided to pay Fuyumi a visit, knowing your Father is usually on patrol at this time. This is affirmed when you open the front door and Fuyumi greets you.

"You're home early. Slow day on-" She cuts herself off when she steps out of the kitchen and sees you standing there. "Y/N? What are you doing home?" She asks with a smile as she walks over to you " Is something wrong?" She adds when you don't answer and then she sees your slightly red eyes and tear stained cheeks as she gets closer. "Y/n what's wrong? Did something happen to Shoto!? Do I need to call Dad!?" She asks hurriedly, scared something terrible has happened.

"No! No. Don't call him. Shoto's fine. I just..." You explain but trail off, not knowing what to say exactly. You open your mouth to try and explain the situation, knowing she most likely won't get mad at you, but you feel your eyes water again and look down at the ground.

"Hey, you can talk to me." She reminds you, pulling you in for a hug. You rest your head against her shoulder, letting the tears roll down your face again.

"I messed up Fuyumi." You cry into her shoulder, gripping onto her shirt. "I messed everything up." You continue as the tears continue to pour down your face and onto her shirt.

She's now extremely worried, never having seen you bawl like this since you were little. She guides you to your room and sits on the bed and motions for you to put your head on her lap. You follow her instructions, sniffling and letting out sobs.

"Just tell me what happened. I won't tell Dad and I won't get angry." She reassures you. Fuyumi is the sweetest person you know, even to people who don't deserve it, like your Father. You were already going to tell her because you couldn't hold this in, but her words made you feel better.

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"And then...he told me t-to leave him alone." You finish telling her everything that happened today in between sobs as she runs her fingers through your hair. Fuyumi feels bad for being happy about your current problems but this is the first time you've acted your age in years. She likes knowing you're actually experiencing life and not just a shadow of Shoto.

"I know this feels really bad right now but I promise this will get better. It sounds like you really like this boy and if he likes you then he'll listen to what you have to say, just give him some time, okay?" She gives you advice as you begin to calm down and nod.

Just as you begin to sit up and wipe the rest of your tears your bedroom door slams open and there stands Shoto.

"Mina told me what happened. Did he hurt you? I know you like him but I'll-" Shoto says quickly, before you cut him off.

"No Shoto, it's fine. He didn't hurt me. I was the one who messed up." You say as you stare at your hands in your lap. It was a little refreshing knowing he cared for you enough to come rushing home. You actually didn't think he cared about you this much.

Fuyumi looked at Shoto a little surprised that he knew about this too, but glad that there were no secrets between the two of you. Again, she felt guilty how happy she was seeing him sit down next to you and try comforting you.

"It's alright Shoto. How about I drive you both back to school? Dad should be home soon and..." Fuyumi suggests and trails off, she never likes saying anything bad about our Father, she's too nice.

"We know." Shoto replies, standing up. "Are you sure you're going to be okay?" He asks as you begin to stand as well. You nod as you begin to follow Fuyumi out of the room and to the car.

The drive to school was silent and the more you were left with your thoughts the more you realized how unimportant this was. You burdened everyone with your feelings, over some, some boy you didn't even know some months ago. When did you become so weak...so sensitive.

Your fathers words filled your head. "Don't let your womanly emotions consume you. You don't want to end up like your mother."  The disgusted look on his face will never leave your mind. I feel my breathing slowly become heavier and I press my head against the cold glass of the car window. You hated this feeling, hurt but not physical pain, it's in your chest, making it hard to breath, in your stomach making you nauseous.

It was so easy to control before...before you met him. Bakugou Katsuki.