The day she realises. [COMPLETED]

Frozen in fear

"Doctor March? Doctor March?" Ollie called around the ward. Zosia sat up. He burst in the staff room like a bull in a china shop.
"What! Why are you using my surname Dr Valentine? Zosia asked.
"It's... Its..."he stuttered.
"It's what Ollie? I'm going for lunch with Seb." He frowned.
"It's Seb..."Ollie managed to say.
Zosia stopped. She hardly moved. Barely breathed. "What do you mean 'it's' Seb?" She whispered in shock.
"He...he's been in an accident with a patient." Without replying Zosia pushed Ollie out of the way and ran to find Seb.
"Where's Seb?" Zosia asked Elliot.
"Oh, Dr Valentine has told you." He didn't look impressed in what Ollie had done. Resentfully he lead Zosia to the psychiatric doctor.
"OMG!" She screamed,"what, what happened to him?" She put her hands to her head.
Professor Hope to a deep breath,"Whilst treating a patient, your 'boyfriend' was stabbed!"
Elliot was still annoyed that Ollie hadn't asked Zosia on a date in time before the arrogant psych guy did. "They were so good for each other."he thought.
Zosia grabbed his arm,"Tell me the truth is he going to live?"
"You know as well as me Dr March that we cannot predict the outcome but ,yes, he is in a very serious condition. The knife had got wedged in the valve membrane."
She gasped. "Seb... You're gonna be fine." She strokes his cheek and pulls the hair away from his face as her eyes begin to well up with tears. Oliver Valentine is standing behind her and offers a handkerchief.
"Thanks!" Zosia replies wiping away her tears,"It's a shock you know. One minute we're hhhumm and the next..." Zosia bursts outs crying with tears streaming down her face.
"There there Zosh.." Ollie comforts her,"You and him are gonna be fine." Oliver looks down wishing selfishly that it was him lying unconscious on that bed. If he was in the hospital bed them Zosia would be loving him and living with him. He felt stupid thinking about such things but he was utterly in love with a girl he couldn't have.
Suddenly without warning Seb began to bleed out and the crash team couldn't stem all the blood so they rushed him into theatre.
"It's my fault,"Ollie thought,"I was thinking about me being with Zosia and now this has happened. If she's happy them why change it? I've been such a fool!"

Hours in theatre and twice going into VF Seb's heart finally gave up. They had shocked him and performed CPR for an entire hour and there was no output so Professor Hope had the soul-destroying job of leaving him to rest and called for everyone to leave theatre.
"Wait until Zosia finds out. I don't know if she'll be able to take the bad news with her bipolar and all..."Elliot thought to himself.
"Ah.. Dr Valentine..."he began but was cut short.
"How is he?"Ollie asked.
Elliot shook his head.
"Oh god no." He dropped to the ground." Zosia will be destroyed!"
"Who will be destroyed?" Zosia walked out of the family room.