Chapter 33

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Hollys pov
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I land in London. The plane was delayed in Boston, and with the time zones and flight time, It was Sunday at midnight, at least I finished my studying. I get a cab and go to the house. I put my bags down in their driveway and pay the cab driver. I knock on the sidemen house door. Josh opens the door.
"Hey, what are you doing home so early?" He asks.
"I just decided to come home early. Can I go upstairs and see Simon?" I ask him and smile.
"He might be asleep." Josh states.
"He usually stays up until 3 am editing. Please?" I beg him. He steps aside and lets me in. I walk up the stairs. I walk past Vik's room and turn into the hallway that holds the second set of stairs and JJs room. I walk up the stairs and see Simons room door is shut. I open it slowly. The light is off, I walk in quietly. I turn the flashlight on my phone on. When I turn the corner I see something sickening. He's laying naked beside another girl. I run to the door and turn on the light. I run back. He opens his eyes and looks at me.
"What the fuck?!" I yell. Keep in mind all the Sidemen are here except Vik. They were all in the living room.
"Oh my god." He says and looks.
"Simon! What the fuck?" I yell again, holding back my tears. "Who is she? Why is she in your bed? Oh my god!" I scream. I turn around and run out of his room. I slam the door behind me. In a few seconds I hear him running down the stairs behind me. He catches up to me when I'm about to go down the stairs again.
"Stop!" He yells at me.
"What?!" I yell back, "What more could you want. I leave with Vik so I can study for a test, so I could impress YOU Simon! This whole Boston idea was for YOU! I wanted to impress you." I say.
"You know what's impressive?" He asks sarcastically, "How many guys you flirt with! First that prick, Matt-" He yells back but I cut him off.
"Matt is nothing to me! You and I both know that!" I yell.
"Then Brandon, or PeteZahHutt, and to finish off the trip, Lachlan!" He yells.
"If I wanted to be with them, I would be! I'd still be in Boston! But I came home early because I wanted to see you!" I yell.
"I had to stay here and see you posting pictures with other guys!" He yells.
"Friends! They're my friends! There were like no girls there! You know that! I called so many times, I texted, snapchatted. I did anything I could to talk to you, and YOU ignored me!" I scream at him. I see out of the corner of my eye that the rest of the boys are gathered at the bottom of the stairs.
"Did you ever think that I was busy?" He exclaims.
"Busy doing what? Fucking other girls?" I yell.
"I only fucked that one upstairs." He yells back.
"Oh my god Simon!" I yell at him.
"You know what?" He starts, lowering his voice. " I needed something to do too." He states.
"Something to do?" I yell. Now I'm furious. "You could've hung out with the other guys! Went out with friends! Edited videos! Played football! But you decided to fuck another girl!" I yell.
"Maybe it wasn't a bad decision!" He yells at me. We become silent as I just stare at him. "I didn't mean it like that Hol." He says.
"I think I'm going to be sick." I state and walk down the stairs. "Excuse me." I say to the Sidemen at the bottom of the stairs, I slip my shoes on and walk of the door. I slam it behind me and feel the tears start falling.

Simons pov
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"Maybe it wasn't a bad decision!" I yell. I instantly regret it. I watch as Hollys facial expression goes from angry to blank. She just stares at me. I could tell earlier that she was holding back her tears, but now, nothing. "I didn't mean it like that." I state and take a step closer to her.
"I think I'm going to be sick." She says, she walks down the stairs and out the door. I watch from the top of the stairs. The boys all turn around and look at me.
"Fuck!" I yell. I clench my fists, I try to calm down but I cant. I turn around and punch the wall. I look up and See thats theres a hole in the wall, I feel my fist throbbing. I hold my hand and walk up to my room, trying to calm myself down. I look at Veronica sitting in my bed.
"So, I'm going to go, but call me." She says. I hold my bedroom door open as she walks out. I slam it and look down at my hand. After 15 minutes I walk down stairs. The boys are all sitting in the kitchen, completely silent. I walk in and they don't move.
"Uh hi." I say. Josh turns around and looks at me.
"Hi." He says.
"Um, I think I need to go to the hospital." I say to them. JJ offers to drive me, Harry and Ethan go too.
Once we get in the car, JJ doesn't plug his phone into the aux cord to play his music. We sit there in silence for a few minutes.
"I'm such a fuck up." I say.
"You made a mistake." Harry says.
"I horrible, unforgivable, mistake." I state.
"It wasn't cool what you said, but you were caught up in the moment." Ethan says.
"It doesn't matter. No one should ever talk to such a great girl like I did. She would be stupid to take me back. If I ever saw someone treat her like I did, I would want to punch them in the face. I'm such a dick." I say.
"Maybe you should take to Vik. He's really smart, he'll know what to do." jj says. I agree and dial Vik.
"Hello?" Vik says.
"Vik. I'm so stupid." I say, I start crying,"I slept with another girl and Holly found us. We were yelling at eachother and I told her it wasn't a bad decision." I say.
"Wait. So you broke up?" He asks.
"We didn't say it, but it's obvious." I say.
"I hope you didn't say anything too mean." He states.
"Why?" I ask.
"You know, her history of stuff." He states.
"No, I don't. Tell me." I say, I put him on speaker.
"Holly suffers with depression and anxiety. That's why she left, because she didn't think something was right with you and it was making her anxious and upset. I guess she does know when somethings wrong." He says. We all go silent.
"Oh my god. Why didn't she tell me? Or her mom tell me, I thought Annie trusted me." I say.
"Her mom and dad both had affairs while she was growing up. Her dad abused them, and they were both alcoholics. Holly said her mom barely cares about anything she does." Vik tells us.
"Oh my god. Okay I have to go Vik. I'll call you back." I say and hang up. We all sit there and silence and stare at the road. "What have I done? Why didn't she tell me any of that. I need her back. If anything happens to her, I won't be able to forgive myself." I say. No one says anything.
Around 4 am we get out of the hospital, I have a cast on my hand, I broke my pinky, index and middle finger too. I turn on my phone, hoping for a text from Holly, but there's nothing.

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