Girl Crush ☞ h.s.

[twenty-three]

Make sure you guys read the vvvv IMPORTANT AUTHOR'S NOTE at the end of the chapter. not edited btw

Harry.

She pushes him towards the bedroom, tripping over her long dress all the way. He was surprised by her eagerness, he was surprised she let it go that quickly. Maybe she was really hurt but didn't want to show it. Maybe she wanted to use Harry and put him through what she went through. 

He didn't know what her intentions were, he just knew he was loving it in the moment. Once they were met with his fluffy bed, he sat at the edge of it. She squeezed in between his legs, bending down to place a sweet kiss on his lips.

He unzips the back of her dress slowly. He was going to enjoy every second of this, just in case it never happened again. As her dress slowly cascaded down her body, his eyes devoured every inch of skin they could get. Her remembers those plump breasts he tried so hard not to look at the night he'd walked in on her drunk. Her beautiful curves were unleashed from her clothing.

His heart beats rapidly as he pulls his attention to her eyes. Her cheeks were rosy and her eyes held insecurities. He knew it was out of her comfort zone. "Ashton, let me tell you something," he says, sitting her on his lap for a moment.

She blushed harder, looking down when he began to speak. "You are so beautiful. I've never been attracted to a woman like I'm attracted to you. If you only knew how hard it is to have a conversation with you when you're half-naked," he chuckles a bit. "I don't know if we are serious, I don't know if you see a future with me or anyone else. But, if anyone ever makes you feel any less than the way I see you, don't believe it for a second. No one will ever be as beautiful as you, I don't know why you're so insecure."

"Don't be the one to make me feel that way, and I think I might believe you."

He smiles at her reply, kissing her passionately. She hesitantly slips her tongue into his mouth, their tongues meeting gently. He smiles inwardly, her new found confidence making his heart warm. He nudges her leg slightly, signalling for her to stand. She does as told, breaking the sloppy kiss. He stands inches above her. She watches as his eyes open lazily, they were dark and intimidating. He begins unbuckling his pants while holding her stare with hooded eyes. 

It had to be the most attractive thing she'd ever seen.

His curls were unruly and they touched her forehead as he bent slightly to pull his pants to his ankles. Hesitantly her eyes shifted from his to his tight boxer briefs. His hands grasped her waist and lifted her slightly. She clung to him, wrapping her legs and arms around him. He turns around and lays her down on the soft bed gently. 

He sighs, "This is it, Princess."

"I know," she whispers, kissing him.

The sweet kiss turned into a heated one within seconds. Harry pulls away to kiss down her neck, biting down at the flesh above her collarbone. She moans out loudly, trying her best to keep herself quiet. It was unlike her to be loud and unruly, but Harry was her new weakness. 

He grinds his hips down slightly, releasing the irritated skin on her neck. Her fingernails are short, but they dug into his shoulders nevertheless. Harry was falling apart above her, it was beautiful really. He looked like an angel above her, face contorted with pleasure. 

They were going to have to speed things up because he was on edge just at the thought of her body. He unclips her bra, looking down at her with dark eyes. The bra is slipped off of her arms, and Harry groans lowly at the sight of her bare breasts. He leans down kiss one expertly, massaging the other one with his right hand.

She whimpers quietly, tugging on his hair before resting her hands on his back again. He pulls away, reaching down to remove her underwear and his too. He leans down to kiss her sweetly as he pushes into her with a slow and gentle thrust. She whines against his lips, the feeling completely opposite of the one she was used to when she was with Nick.

Harry broke the kiss to lift his head slightly and let out a loud pant. He pulls back out slowly before thrusting in again quickly. The pressure is too much, his head drops again. This time he buries his face in the crook of her neck, breathing heavily.

He continued, pulling out quickly and pushing in quickly. Her head was pressed back into the pillow, moans and whines flying out into the air of the room. He was an all new feeling to her. The pleasure was unbearable, she'd never experienced anything like it before. Her nails dug into his back with no remorse and her entire body clung to his.

Within a few more thrusts, ecstasy was flowing through her veins. Her entire body shook with pleasure, her insides closing in on Harry. He growled lowly into her neck, the feeling of her mixed with the scent of her perfume on her neck was all too much for him. He thrusts one last time before pulling out quickly and coming onto her flat stomach. 

She squeals quietly, jumping as it shot across her skin. He chuckles next to her ear, apologizing quietly. He stays like that for a moment, hovering over her with closed eyes and flushed skin. Finally, he sits up on the bed on his knees. 

He stares at the beautiful sight in front of him. Her eyes were glazed with tiredness, her body on full display. The sight was enough to get him going again but he figured she couldn't take it with the exhaustion laced in her features. He strolls into the bathroom to get a warm, wet rag. 

He cleans both of them up before placing her underneath the covers. He kisses her forehead, setting his alarm early enough to have her home and ready before work. He finally climbs into bed with her, watching in awe as she curls up on his chest. Their legs tangle at the bottom of the bed, the only thing that would make the moment even more complete would be her small kitten waiting for her at her apartment. 

That's her last thought, maybe her kitten missed her.

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Yay 1058 words. Pretty good if you ask me. Yeah it was smutty idk if they like make these things private or whatever. idk

IMPORTANT NOTE; Okay. This was her first REAL time having sex, but remember she's not a virgin. So, she really didn't hurt. When she was dating Nick he abused her sexually. She never wanted it with Nick, but she felt it was okay because she loved him and she wanted him to be happy. (but did she really love him?? ooh idk) So, I just wanted to clear that up because I haven't given a lot of info on her background but I will soon. I know I suck no hate please. THanks for reading.

Friday was my birthday!! I went shopping saturday, (my dad forgot my bday and called me saturday apologizing, guess who wins father of the year again) and I GOT A NEW 1D TEE. UGh me and my bestie got matching ones yay twinsies. and I GOT A TWENTY ONE PILOTS TEE Yas be jelly.

DId I METION MY HARRY FREAKING STYLES BOOTS OMF THEYRE SO CUTE AHDFKDL THEY LOOK LIKE HArery's i;m dying ughralg;r.

ily guys sm