The Untold Story of Elsa Delle (Jelsa)

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Chapter 10
Hiccup's p.o.v

My head tells me Astrid but my heart tells me Merida.

I've made my decision, I just hope it's the right one.

I walked across the hall and knocked, sure enough Merida answered the door.

God she looks gorgeous.

"Are Eugene and Punz in?" I asked

"No they're out"

I walked into the apartment "So about yesterday, I'm so sorry I know I said all of them things and they are true but then Astrid showed up and we used to be engaged and I just have to give us another chance"

She took a deep breathe "I figured you would've said that and don't worry I completely understand"

"Thanks for understanding Mer and I hope things don't get weird between us now because I don't want to loose you"

"Don't worry we'll still be best buds" she smiled

"That's good" I smiled back "Out of curiosity how do you feel about me? I noticed you never answered yesterday"

"Well it doesn't matter now, you chose Astrid"

Ouch, that hurt.

"I think you should leave, we'll hang out later with everyone else"

I nodded and left, talking to Merida just made me rethink my decision even more.

Elsa's p.o.v

3 weeks later.

3 weeks has passed since Pitch basically ruined my life. It won't sink in yet that I will soon never see Jack again, it all seems like a horrible nightmare. I feel all of these different emotions that I don't know how to deal with.

It's 12 at night and I'm sitting on the couch staring into space just trying to make sense of everything.

"Els, you okay?" Hiccup said while walking out of his bedroom.

I looked at him in the eye "No" I tried to breath out without breaking down, but I failed.

He sat beside me and took me in his arms "I would say what's wrong but it's sort of obvious"

Yes Jack and I told everyone the situation and all of them cried, I mean we're all so close, loosing jack is like loosing a member of the family. Everyone has been so upset for the last 3 weeks.

"Apart from the obvious what's annoying you the most about this whole thing?'

"I guess the fact that I have to live knowing that he is out there somewhere but I'm not allowed to see him but he gets to live with no memory of the pain of this whole situation" I said with tears streaming down my face.

He kissed the back of my head "Punz, Eugene, Merida and I are all feeling unbelievably hurt by Jack leaving, I can't even begin imagine what you are feeling right now Elsa and I'm so sorry"

I hugged him tighter and we just stayed like that for a while until I calmed down.

I pulled away "so what's going on with you?" I asked trying to change the subject.

"Mer told you and Rapunzel everything didn't she?"

"Yea, so how are you doing?"

"Oh no don't lecture me" he chuckled

"I won't I just want you to be happy"

"I don't know, I think I made the right decision"

"Do whatever feels right"

Jack came stumbling through the door, looking very drunk.

"Hey Hic can I have a minute with Elsa" jack said, slurring his words.

"Sure man, I was just going to see Astrid anyway" he got up and left.

"You're drunk" I said rolling my eyes.

"you know I beat up 3 guys outside"

"What the hell jack why?!" I exclaimed

"You want to know why? Because I'm angry!" He screamed "I hate myself for what I've done and I hate that once my life is perfect something always happens to mess it up and I fucking hate that we only have two days left together"

"What?"

"I was with Pitch, he gave me the potion, I have to drink it in two days. Two days that's all we bloody have. You know we could've had a better last 3 weeks but you can barely look me in the eye" he raised his voice

"What did you expect me to do, say thank you for doing drugs, stealing and making pitch ruin our lives!?"

"I know I fucked up okay! I hate myself for it. I hear you crying in your sleep do you realise how bad that makes me feel?" He shouted

He took deep breaths and started to calm down "in two days my life will be shit"

"In two days you will forget any of this ever happened, how is that bad!"

"Is that why your annoyed, because I get to forget and you have to remember? You think I have it easy! I would rather live through all of this pain than forget you anyday"

"I just don't want you to forget that you are going to have a baby and I don't want you to forget me. You can't just come into someone's life, make them feel special then leave"

"I don't want to forget either. I am nothing without you. I love you so much" he said and put his hands on my shoulders.

"I love you too, I don't have a clue how I am going to live without you. To put it bluntly we can't go a day without having sex, an hour without seeing each other and I can't go a minute without thinking of you"

"Elsa if any other guy was in my situation they would probably tell you to take your time getting over them but eventually they would want you to move on. But I'm a selfish prick and I want you to wait for me as long as you possibly can because you never know maybe we will see each other one day and somehow I will remember everything or something like that. I want you to wait because I can't stand the thought of another guy being with you"

I looked at him in the eyes "I promise I'll wait as long as I can"
"Good" he said and crashed his lips into mine, I kissed back immediately and my hand found there way to his hair.

He roughly pressed me against the wall and kicked off his shoes and practically ripped my dress off. I took of his black shirt, unbuckled his belt and he pulled down his jeans. He lifted me up and put me on the couch, not breaking the kiss.

With his hands tangled in my bra straps he started kissing and lightly biting my collar bone down to my ribs and we started taking off each others underwear. It went on and on all night.