-Amanda's P.O.V-
I began getting ready for the part. I wore light jeans and a tight crop top. I did my makeup a little darker and grabbed some heels. I knew how to dress for parties, I just never go.
I got a text from Jack telling me he was here for me. I went out to the car and got in.
"Wow you look great." He looked at me
"Thank you." We drove until we got to a house I didn't recognize. I just didn't want to get into any trouble today.
I walked in with Jack and followed him like a puppy. I didn't know anyone and I sure as hell didn't want to be touched by some drunk guy. I turned to see Johnson and he was already drunk.
"Hey Panda." He slurred his words and I laughed.
"Hey." He walked over to a girl and started to dance. Meanwhile, I looked for Jack. I couldn't find him anywhere so I sat down. I felt the couch sink down and looked over to find a guy sitting next to me. He handed me a cup and I took it. It was alcohol of course.
"Hi I'm Alex."
"Amanda."
"You're very pretty Amanda."
"Thanks. And you're very drunk." He laughed and continued to sit by me. I didn't want to talk to anyone.
"Are you here with anyone?" I nodded and he looked around.
"Who?" I sighed.
"Jack Gilinsky. He kind of ditched me but it's whatever." He looked shocked that someone would leave me.
"Well that's not nice. We should hang." I shrugged and kept drinking. He handed me another drink and I took it. I can't remember how many I drank but it was enough to get me drunk.
"Wanna dance?" Alex stood up and I clumsily went to go dance. I danced until I saw Jack.
"Be right back." I walked over to Jack and I could tell he was hammered too.
"Hey Jack. Wanna dance?" He nodded and I began dancing. I started grinding against him. I turned around and we started to make out.
I took my lips away from his and he had a huge smirk on his face. I soon snapped into reality and realized I just made out with my best friend. I walked out the door and tried to find my way home. Eventually I got home and crawled through the window. I got into my bed without changing or anything. I was so disappointed in myself and my choices. The worst part was having to face him at school.
I woke up with the worst headache ever. I didn't remember much, but I did remember the kiss. I regretted going to the party and laid back in bed. I just messed up everything for us. We were best friends and now it was going to be awkward.
I stayed in bed. I had gotten numerous texts from Jack and Brooke, but I ignored them. I was so ashamed and embarrassed of myself. I bet everyone who was my friend was just as embarrassed as I was.
My mom came up to my room trying to get me to come out. After like 3 tries I finally did so I could eat. She kept asking what was wrong but I would just tell her nothing.
"You can tell me anything. I'm your mother." I sighed. I wouldn't tell her about the party but I had to make up a story.
"Well I kissed Jack on accident. I'm so embarrassed and I just wanted to hide."
She looked shocked that I actually kissed him "I'm sorry honey. Maybe you could talk to him and say it was an accident?" I nodded and went up to my room. I had to talk to him sooner or later, so I wanted to get it over with. I texted him that he should come over to talk. He agreed. I was so nervous that my legs were shaking. What if he didn't want to be my friend anymore?
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He's the one (Jack Gilinsky)
RandomAmanda has had a rough life and she didn't think it would get any better, until she meets Jack Gilinsky. She soon realizes that she isn't the only one with a struggle and she doesn't feel alone.