He's the one (Jack Gilinsky)

Chapter 17

-Amanda's P.O.V-

I sat outside crying. I have never seen something so disgusting in my life. I wanted to leave. I wanted to punch them both.

Johnson came running out and found me. He saw me sitting on the ground so he slid down next to me.

"What happened?" I sniffed and tried to keep it together.

"I. Found Jack and. Madison together naked" and then I completely lost it. He put his arm around me and rubbed my arm.

"Fuck him. I'm sorry Amanda."

I stood up "it's okay. I'm gonna go home though. Don't tell Jack" he gave a sad nod and stood up with me. He gave me a hug and went back inside. Jack came running outside as I started walking.

"Amanda!! Amanda wait!" I slowly turned around and tried to control my crying. He saw my eyes and I felt bad. I couldn't give in because he was stupid.

"I'm sorry Amanda. She came onto me" I rolled my eyes and laughed.

"Really Jack? Okay so she took your clothes off but you totally refused. Okay I believe you." He frowned at my comment.

"I can't believe this shit!" I rarely cuss so he knew I was pissed. I grabbed my hair "I didn't give up my virginity for you so you decided to cheat on me!"

"Come on that's not what happened. Calm down people are staring."

"Oh then what happened Jack? Tell me this story."

He sighed "she came over and after you left she tried kissing me. I tried to force her off of me but it didn't work. I kept trying but you showed up at a time she pushed too far." I rolled my eyes and kept walking. He tried to catch up with me.

"You're such a liar. Why the fuck do you expect me to be fine after this. We haven't even been together for that long and you already cheat on me with some 15 year old whore!" There was a bunch of words I've never used before. She decided to walk out at this time.

"I'm so sorry I didn't mean to." She tried to calm me down but I hate her. And him.

"What the fuck do you want? You already took my boyfriend, what do you want now?" She looked down at the floor.

"I want to be alone. I- don't want to see you." I first pointed at Madison then at Jack "you too." I walked away and they stood in shame.

I got on the phone to call my mom. I was coming home and that was it.

"Hello sweetie. Is everything okay?"

I tried to calm myself for a second so it was silent "I'm coming home"

"What happened?"

"I'll tell you when I get home. I just wanna come back."

"Okay we can do that. I'll call to get you a flight" She hung up.

I didn't have my car with me so I couldn't leave. And I couldn't get the keys from anyone. He probably thought I was overreacting but for all I knew, they had sex.

I paced around waiting for my mom to call back about my flight. When I called, I honestly didn't think she would do that but I guess she could hear how sad I was.

My phone rang and the caller id showed my mom "hi mom."

"Hey sweetie. Um your flight leaves at 6:30 so you'll have to be there around maybe 5 or 5:30. Is that fine?"

"Yeah. Thank you mom. I love you and I'll see you tomorrow."

"I love you too honey."

I hung up and went to my room. I had enough money to get my own money for the night, so I decided to do that. But first I had to face him again so I could pack.

I unlocked the room and walked in. He was sitting on the bed with his hands on his face. When he heard the door open, he looked up. He had been crying a little bit. He looked at me then stood up. He wanted a hug but I walked past him. I bent down and started to pack my stuff.

"Oh come on Amanda. You can't be that mad" I didn't answer "please" his voice cracked and it broke my heart even more.

"I'm sorry but you've hurt me way more than I thought you ever would" now my voice cracked.

He didn't answer but I heard him starting to get upset. I stood up and faced him "I thought I meant something to you. I thought that you would wait for me to be ready. I thought you wouldn't hurt me. And I told you I never got close to anyone. This is why. This is why and I'm not going to let you walk all over me like this. I don't need bullshit like this in my life" of course I was crying now but I felt a little proud of myself. Not for making a guy cry but for standing up for myself.

"I'm sorry" he started to mumble "God I hate her! She's a stupid whore!" He punched the wall and slid down.

Don't go over there. He hurt you.

I turned back around and forced myself to ignore him. It's his fault for being dumb.

I gathered all of my clothes and belongings to pack. While I was packing I decided to speak "you know if you wanted to cheat, you should've found someone better than me. She's disgusting and it seems like she's been with all of your other friends" he stayed silent but kept sniffing.

"And" I laughed "to think I actually began to love you" he stopped sniffing for a second.

"What?"

"Yeah. You heard me" I packed the last of my belongings and zipped the bag.

"I love you too. It's just I made a stupid mistake"

Then I walked over to him "I didn't care about you calling her cute. I didn't care about the days without talking because in the end, every moment we spent together was fun and I wouldn't of wanted to be anywhere else. Except for now. I would rather be anywhere else than here. I'm sorry it has to be this way but" I grabbed my luggage and walked to the door "you should've thought with your heart instead of your dick"

And I walked out.