He's the one (Jack Gilinsky)

Chapter 16

-Amanda' P.O.V-

I just sat in confusion. I thought it would be only us tonight. She went to a table and pulled up a chair so she could sit at the end of the booth. She sat in the middle of Jack and Sammy, who had forgotten about me and the others.

I looked down and looked at Johnson. I could tell he hates her because he would roll his eyes every time she talked. His eyes met with mine and he mouthed a sorry. I shrugged and looked down at my phone.

I could feel her looking at me but I didn't want to look up. I hated this and I've only been here for a few minutes. Madison finally spoke up "oh hey I'm Madison. Who are you?"

I wanted to be a bitch. I wanted to be rude but I only came out to be a little bitchy "I'm Jack's girlfriend, Amanda"

She looked a little angry but I could tell she was trying to be nice "nice to meet you" I shrugged and I automatically felt the burning from Jack and Sammy's eyes. They wanted me to be nice and I didn't want to.

So the night continued and I was ignored, along with Johnson and Nate. I sat on my phone and didn't eat anything. She made me lose my appetite.

Everyone finished eating but we, well them, kept talking. I just wanted to go back to the hotel and sleep it off.

Madison then tried to talk to me again. She was trying too hard and it irritated me badly "so what grade are you in?"

"I'm in Jack's grade. What about you?" I kind of gave a little smile because I knew she was only a sophomore.

"Um 10th" she kind of laughed.

"Oh. Did your mom drop you off then?" Her face turned red as Jack and Nate snickered. Jack glared at me and so did she. And then went back to Jack. At one point as they were laughing she touched his hand. I was trapped in the booth so I asked Jack to move and I squirmed out. I went to the bathroom and tried to make myself believe that it would be okay. Jack had turned me into a freak, I never used to care about jealousy crap. I sat in the bathroom for a few minutes. I finally got the guts to go out and deal with them again. I walked back to the table and stood.

Jack, Sammy and Madison were all gone.

Johnson gave me a sad look "I tried to stop him but he insisted on leaving. I don't know where they went." Nate now looked down and I could tell they were upset.

"He took the car didn't he?" They nodded and I got pissed. We had to walk back because he wanted to be with her.

I sighed "okay. We can walk I don't think it's too far."

Wrong. It took us 30 minutes to get back.

When we finally got to the hotel I stood at the front "I'm sorry guys we should've called an über or something." They gave a weak smile.

"It's fine. We aren't mad at you."

I went up to my room and got into my pajamas. I immediately went and laid in bed. I was so mad at him for doing this to not only me, but his best friends. After about 10 minutes of ranting in my head, I heard the door open and the lights shot on. I pretended to be asleep so I wouldn't have to talk to him.

"Amanda" he whispered. He kept saying my name but I didn't give in. I could tell he gave up because he turned off the lights and crawled into the bed. He tried to put his arm around me but I turned and it fell of. He grunted and tried again. Every time he would try to cuddle, I moved. I was pissed and I didn't want him to touch me.

I woke up to laughing. I sat up and saw Jack and Sammy sitting together. Okay at least it wasn't her.

"Good morning Princess" Jack said. I only nodded and went to the bathroom. I took a shower so I could be away from them longer.

I got out and only Jack was sitting on the bed. He was propped up on his shoulder and on his phone. He saw me and he frowned.

"What's the matter?"

"Nothing" I shrugged and walked away. He got up and hugged me from behind.

"If it's about Madison I'm sorry. She pulled me and Sammy away from the table. She wanted help with something."

I rolled my eyes "whatever. We had to walk back last night because of her."

"I'm sorry. Let me make it up to you."

"That's what you said the other night and look what happened."

He was silent for a couple of seconds. Then he started kissing my neck again. I wanted to push him away but I couldn't resist. "Don't let it happen again." He nodded and continued.

I turned around and started kissing him. Then I jumped up on him and he put me on the wall. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he kissed down my body.

I felt my back leave the wall and hit the bed. He climbed on top of me and took off my shirt. To be honest, I'm a virgin and I wasn't ready. A part of me wanted to go farther but I knew what I had to do.

"Jack.." He muffled a little 'hmm' and I continued "I'm.. Not ready." He stopped and looked at me. He sighed and climbed off of me. I knew he wanted to but I couldn't.

"I'm sorry" he put his arms around me and kissed my cheek.

"It's okay. You aren't ready and that's perfectly okay." I smiled and put back on my shirt. Then the random knock appeared and I got up to answer it.

Figures. It was Madison.

"Oh um hi. Can I come in?" I moved aside and she walked in. Jacks eyes moved from me to her and they lit up. I hated the look he gave her because I wanted him to look at me like that. I wanted to rip his eyes out.

"I'm gonna go get some food. I-I'll be right back" I tried to keep it in. He made me feel like an idiot and he gave this affect to me.

I walked out of the room and kind of slammed the door. Johnson came out of the room and saw me.

"Hey Amanda" he sounded happy today.

"Hey" I choked. I kept walking and he stopped me.

"You okay?" I nodded and kept silent.

"Madison's back in the room and I was just gonna go get something to eat" he rolled his eyes, not at me but at her for being like this.

"I'm gonna come with you." I nodded and he followed me.

We decided subway sounded good. He drove and he pulled in.

I picked the spot after we ordered. He ended up paying for me and I didn't want him to. I insisted but he rejected my money.

We sat down "thanks for paying"

"It's not a big deal" he smiled and unwrapped the sandwich.

"I'm usually not the jealous type but he makes me that way. She brings it out because I see the looks he gives her." I looked down and stopped eating.

"He's just being dumb right now. And when we were in the studio, he was on FaceTime with her." I knew he regret saying that when my face dropped. He told me he couldn't talk to me because he was busy. And he wasn't even helping Johnson with his career.

"It's fine. I'm sorry for you because he hasn't even helped you." He nodded and put down his sandwich. "We should go back and finish this." I agreed and we drove back.

When we got to the front I got out "hey I'm gonna go up to the room really quick." He gave me a thumb up and I went upstairs.

I opened the door to see Madison and Jack completely naked and on top of each other.

I scared them and they jumped underneath the covers. This is when I broke.

"Amanda it's not what it looks like!" I turned around and started running. I didn't know where I was going to go but I ran outside. I didn't want to cry in front of anyone.

At this moment in time, I wanted to disappear.