HANGANG [BTS:RAP MONSTER]

7 / His point of view

Kim Namjoon - Monday

"Wake up!"

I turned around and put the blanket over my head while Suga was trying to wake me up. I wasn't in the mood for getting up early but I know that I had to. So in the end he pulled my blanket away and I had to. Rubbing my eyes and stretching out a bit he threw the blanket back at me.

"Suga chill please, I'm awake."

"You know we can't be late for that interview. Next time I won't wake you up." He sighed and
left the room. I finally got out of bed.

I took a quick shower and got dressed, as usual I only wore black. Being in a rush I hurried outside because the others were already waiting at the van. Our Manager gave me a look. I usually don't oversleep but I was so tired last night.

For the rest of the day all I did was that interview and after that we had a shooting and after that we finally could go back home again. This life was tiring. Luckily the interview was really easy to do because they didn't ask any tricky questions. I was really happy about that because I was so sleepy and not able to think too much.

When we arrived back at the dorm I went into my room right after and I just laid on my bed, facing the ceiling. Suga entered the room without knocking. He's the only one who was allowed to do that.

"What's wrong Namjoon? You've been kinda off."

"Nothing really, I'm just tired."

Suga just nodded his head and stared at the wall. After that he just left the room and let me be. I kept thinking about that girl, I didn't even ask for her name.

Tuesday

The next day we had to train, all day long. I mean I can't complain since I'm the leader but sometimes it's just tiring. Especially when you have to practice harder than the others because you're a perfectionist. Everyone would work hard but I usually tried to put 150% into everything. If you're the leader people also expect that from you. So we trained and didn't talk a lot because we needed to get this performance right. During our break Suga came over to me because I sat at a table all by myself. 

"Tired?," he asked with an undertone in his voice. I knew he wanted a longer answer.

I just nodded and he did too, that's the best thing about our friendship. We don't have to talk much to actually communicate. He probably had a feeling that something has been going on.

"I heard you this morning, you got up pretty early."

"Yeah I just wanted to take a long shower, because usually I can't do that."

He nodded again but didn't keep talking after that. We just ate in silence and sometimes we laughed because J-hope made some jokes.
After training we went out to eat something, everyone was really tired though.

"So what do we do tomorrow?" Jimin asked looking at me.

"Everyone can do what they want to do, it's our day off." I said while rubbing my eyes.

The others started to discuss what they could do tomorrow. I already knew it, I would meet that girl again. That girl. I really had to ask for her name.

Wednesday

The date was at six. At six. Wait. It's not a date, right?
I'll just give her back the book and after that we'll part ways again. That's how it will be. Wouldn't it? But still, we'll meet at six and I already got up early in the morning. Everyone was still asleep because of not having a schedule, everyone except from me.

So I took a shower, had breakfast and started to look for something to wear. Why did I even care s about that so much? It's not like I'm going on a date. It's still not a date. Even though wasn't one it took me forever to find the perfect outfit to wear. In the end I just put on a a black headband with my glasses, a black shirt which was sleeveless and black shorts. Maybe she'll think I wore that on purpose because I wore black the last time we met. Maybe that'll make her smile.
I spent the rest of my time playing games with the boys and we also ordered some pizza later.

"I have to go now guys." I said

"Where are you going?" Jin asked me and everyone looked at me.

"He's meeting his secret girlfriend." Jungkook said and I glared at him. That boy is unbelievable. I just shook my head and ignored the comments I got. When was about to leave when Suga also went outside. 

"Don't forget to at least ask for her name, or her number." He said and smiled at me.

"I will," I smiled back at him at left the dorm.

There was still enough time left to walk to Hangang and I also wanted to clear my head a bit. I was hoping that she'll be there today.