HANGANG [BTS:RAP MONSTER]

20 // War of hormone

I was eating when my phone buzzed a few times, a new text message. I sighed because for one second again I thought it was him, but we haven't talked in weeks. Maybe it's just Ga Yoon wanting to go to the mall. I put my fork down and unlocked my phone.

>Meet me at Hangang, please.< unknown number +82-4-903...

That can only be him right? Yes, I deleted his number but I still have it memorised. It's him and he wants to meet me. I waited for weeks but should I really give in and meet him now? I mean if I go there that would mean it's okay that he did this to me, that I forgive him. But I clearly don't, even if I wanted to forgive him.

>Why should I meet you? :)<

That should show that I'm pissed. Ugh, does he think I'm that easy?

>Yejin, please. I'll be there until 4 pm. If you don't come until 4 then I will never text you again, if that's what you want.<

I didn't text back. It's 2 pm now so there's still time to think about it.
I called Ga Yoon and asked her if I should go and she said yes, so I went.
When I got there I couldn't believe my eyes. The guy standing there was definitely not Namjoon.

"What are you doing here?"

"You look disappointed." He stated.

"I just wasn't expecting you. So where's Namjoon, this is not funny."

"It's always Namjoon. Don't you remember? Don't you know my name?"

He held my wrist and looked me in the eyes. What's wrong with him and why is he here?

"Suga what's wrong? Stop it now and let me go."

"Suga? You really don't know my name, do you? It's Min Yoongi."

What is he trying to say? Yes his name is Min Yoongi but I know that already.
"I know that that's your name. What do you want?"

"Yejin, I know your secret."

"What are you talking about?"

"The night where we sat under that tree and watched the stars."

I kept thinking and when I remember my heart almost stopped. He does know my secret.

"Min Yoongi. That Min Yoongi. You little.... What do you want from me?"

I bet he told Namjoon and that why he isn't talking to me anymore..

---Flashback of that night---

I sat next to him, next to Yoongi. The boy I trusted the most in this world. I thought it was funny to say that because we were only 15, but still he was my number one. My best friend and probably my only friend.
I looked at him and smiled, he did too. We drank a little, it was our first time doing that, and we sat under this big tree, looking at the stars. We weren't really drunk, just tipsy.

"I need to tell you something, Yoongi."

"You're not confessing to me right?"

We both started to laugh. Confessing? No.

"Never." We started to laugh again and he pushed me so I fell down and lay in the grass. He got next to me.

"So back to what I was saying.. I have a secret Yoongi and I want you to know..."

---End of flashback---

"It's okay, I remember. Now, what do you want?"

He looked at me and I couldn't even look away.

"I wanna tell you a secret this time. And don't worry, I haven't told Namjoon or anyone because I promised you that I wouldn't."

"Okay thank you for that but now talk. I didn't came her for you in the first place."

Ugh maybe that was to harsh. He sighed but started to explain after.

"It was me. I was the one who ruined you and Namjoon.. First I deleted your message so that he thinks you didn't text back and then I texted that you shouldn't come to Hangang the last time he wanted to meet you there... It was my fault and I'm sorry. I wanted to tell him all the time but I couldn't and that's why I decided to tell you first. You probably hate me now but I'm really sorry. I was just angry because I knew you and-"

I totally snapped out and slapped him right on his cheek.

"AND WHAT YOONGI?" I tried to calm down before speaking again.

"Did you really think that that was okay? That messing with me and Namjoon is nothing bad just because you were jealous? I don't care why you did it. Just leave us alone. It's better for all of us."

I turned around and tears fell from my eyes because he betrayed me like that. I know we haven't talked in so many years but he still was my best friend and now that. I didn't remember him, that's true and I feel sorry for that but he did. He remembered and used that to hurt me. I turned around again and saw him holding his hand on his cheek.

"Don't worry, I won't tell him. That's your problem." I said and smiled.

He could tell how angry I was because he didn't say anything and just left. I stayed and cried so much because this was so messed up.
Like what have I ever done to him? I was his friend and he was mine but still he did this. I'm really torn between the two of them. One is my friend, or he was my friend, and one is my.. my love.

----Namjoon POV----

Suga entered the dorm looking down and not even bothering to say hello.

"What's wrong hyung?"

He jumped a little, maybe he didn't saw me sitting here. He came closer and he looked like he cried.

"Uh.. I- I am.. I don't know."

He looked at me and his eyes were kinda sad but also he looked like he got caught. I looked at him waiting for him to continue what he was saying.

"I'm sorry Namjoon. I did this, it's my fault that everything that happend to you and Yejin happend. I know her and I tried to keep you away from each other... 4 years ago she was my best friend and when I knew that you meant her with the girl you talked to.. I'm just so sorry."

Suga looked at me and anger built up in my whole body. Is he serious? He did this? I knew if he said one more thing I would have probably hit him right in the face but I didn't. I can't just punch him.

"Go before I lose it."

I looked at him and he looked at me, that's how easy it is to crash a friendship. He looked away and left the dorm again.
What was he even thinking? Was it jealousy? I haven't been that angry in a long time.
I turned around to go into my room but I saw Jin standing there.

"You heard everything, right?"

"No and I don't have to. But it will be alright. For the three of you." He said and smiled.

I just nodded my head lightly and walked inside my room.

♡☆♡☆ Authors Note ♡☆♡☆

OMG GUYS! Over 500 reads I can't belive this ! I'm so thankful and happy that people like this story. I'll try to make it even more interesting and nerve wrecking (haha you know, I love Drama ).
Anyway, thank you so much and I hope you guys will like how this story is going to be in future chapters!
I sarang you all ♡