HANGANG [BTS:RAP MONSTER]

11 / What am I to you?

Two weeks have passed and it was the day of the fansign event, to be honest I was too nervous to go. I tried to imagine how he would react to me just coming there. Also would Ga Yoon finally believe me after this? He didn't even ask for my name once, so maybe I was already out of his mind.

Ga Yoon and I were in her dad's car because he wanted to drive us there, he was scared that we would get lost since it was a little further away. On the way there Ga Yoon was blasting BTS songs and we sang along really loudly. I think her dad got annoyed but he didn't say anything. He was way too nice. When we arrived at the venue there were already a lot of people waiting in line. I wanted to get in line too but Ga Yoon shook her head at me. I was confused at first.

"We have these," she held up two VIP passes which allowed us to attend this public signing and the one after that which was only for a few people.

"You did not! " I almost screamed.

"I did and don't worry about the money, it's a gift from my dad." She smiled happily but I thought that she was crazy for requesting a gift that included both of us. I had to thank him later.

I just shook my head at her because she really didn't have to do this. But it was also so much like her to do something like that. We sat down and just watched the first fansign because we didn't want to attend both, that wouldn't be fair to the other fans. When it was over only a few people including us stayed at the venue. A really scary security guy came over to us and we had to show him our passes, after that he pointed to some chairs on which we should sit down. About 15 minutes later BTS entered the little stage again and some girls started to cry their eyes out. I stayed cool and Ga Yoon did too. I was really excited to finally see the other members as well because I really like their group. When Namjoon walked past me I could see that he had to look twice. I knew he remembered who I was because he was smiling.

They told us to get in line and Ga Yoon and I went last because that way we could talk with the boys for a little longer and didn't have to rush. Even though there were just about twenty other people it took a whileuntil it was finally our turn.

"We're next Yejin!! I'm so excited to finally meet my baby V."

I couldn't even respond because it was my turn to go up to them right after she said that. I didn't know what to say and felt extremely stressed about approaching them.

First in row was Jimin, he gave me a high five and after that he put his autograph on my CD. Ga Yoon also gifted me that. I moved on to J-Hope who was making funny faces and that made me laugh so much. We had a little talk and laughed together until he finally also wrote his name on the CD. He didn't stop there and drew a funny little smiley on it. He was lovely. Next up was Jin and there's not much to say because he just gave me a cute smile and put his autograph on the CD. He seemed a little shy, unlike Jungkook who started to talk to me a little. 

"So what's  your name Noona*?" He asked me.

"It's Yejin but don't call me Noona, I feel old."

"Okay Noona." He emphasised the word this time and then showed me a cute little wink. Who could resist this kid? After talking a bit more he also put his autograph on the copy and I went on to V. He was so cute and nice to me, I thought I would die because of his cuteness. Makes sense by he was Yoonie's favorite. But I knew that she would kill me later because I also talked to him for so long. He signed the CD with his name a little heart. Suga was next, he just stayed really cool like he always did. At least that was what I saw when I watched interviews of them on the internet. I told him that his rapping was really good and he just nodded at me with a little smile on his face and after that he also gave me his signature. So Namjoon was the last one in row and I got nervous again. When he saw me his expression changed. He looked really confused but also happy.

"So what's your name?" He asked me and smirked.

You did not do that, Kim Namjoon. He was such a tease. But that's what I liked about him, he had good humor too.

"It's Kim Yejin." I said.

He opened the CD and wrote something in it, it took him really long. After he finished he also signed the front of it and handed it back to me. Suga looked at us for a short while and raised his eyebrows at Namjoon, I didn't know what to think of that interaction between them. Namjoon smiled at me and I smiled back, that was all that happened. I left the little stage and waited for Ga Yoon. It took her really long to come out, I guess she had a little chat with her so called 'husband' V. When she finally joined me again she looked so happy, I haven't seen her like that in a long time.

"So did he regonize you?" Ga Yoon asked me.

"He did and he even wrote something really long inside the CD case but I haven't read it yet."

"My dad is waiting so let's just go to your house and read it later." She said and linked her arm with mine.

On the way back to my house we told her father about everything and he was really happy for us. I also thanked him for making this possible. Seeing Ga Yoon this happy made me really happy too. She deserved this because she has been a fan for so long, I was glad I got to experience this with her.

"Did you have fun girls?" My mom asked when we were taking off our shoes.

"Yes we did! Thank you so much for allowing Yejin to come with me." She giggled and I could see that my mom was also happy about it.

Ga Yoon is always super nice in front of my parents. She really knows how to get everyone to love her. My mom just smiled at her before we went upstairs, I could hear my dad say that she was 'such a friendly girl' and my mom agreeing with him. They really loved her.

We sat down on my bed and Ga Yoon told me about everything that 'happened' between her and V. When she was done explaining every little detail I quickly took out the CD and opened it. I wondered what it was that took him so long to write. I read the note out loud, Ga Yoon was listening carefully.

"Yejin. I finally know your name, I think it's really pretty to be honest and we even share the same last name, isn't that funny? HaHaHa!Remember our first 'meeting'? After that I visited Hangang almost everyday. Obviously because I wanted to return the book but also because I catched interest in you. I wanted to see you again.
The second time we met made that interest grow even bigger. I also thought you were pretty but your mind seemed to be as well. You're clever and pretty, that's a rare mix.
So let's meet again, okay? How about tomorrow at 4 at the cinema? You can't say no because I will be there and you can't tell me otherwise now.

- Kim Namjoon"

Ga Yoon was making creepy sounds after I finished reading. To speak for myself I smiled so much while reading, especially because he wanted to see me. That was a date, right?

"That's a date, right?" Ga Yoon almost screamed out. This girl could really read my thoughts.

"I don't know...I think it is, maybe."

Ga Yoon and I started to look for an outfit for tomorrow and I got really excited about it but also really nervous because I didn't know whether he considered it to be a date as well. What was this to him? What did I mean to him?

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For context: (but I think we all know that haha!)

*Noona = older girl/big sister (woman) expression which is used by younger boys

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