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24 // Love is not over

(This chapter often switches between the different POV's)

After I pressed send I felt so relieved but also so bad.. If Namjoon still likes me I just broke his heart with that text.
I like him so much and I really thought we could fall in love but then Yoongi came and Jake also. I'm such a bad person. I can't like three guys at at a time, I mean I don't but I need to find out who I really like.
Namjoon didn't even respond to the text, I wouldn't respond either. I made 3 boys feel bad, really bad.

---- Namjoon POV ----

>I kissed Yoongi. I'm sorry.<

I read that text like a thousand times over and over again. After I realised what she just texted me I punched against my wall and started throwing the stuff in my room around. Jin came in and looked at me, I was in a terrible condition. I freezed and Jin pulled me down on my bed so I sat down.
I just looked at one spot and couldn't even say something.

"It will be fine Namjoon."

Jin said that and patted my back.
I didn't respond and kept looking at that one spot, at a picture of me and Yoongi.
I really wanted to go to his room and punch him but that wouldn't be right either. We're friends, aren't we? But friends don't kiss the girl that the other one likes.
After 20 minutes of silence I broke it.

"She said they kissed and that she's sorry, does that mean we're over?"

I looked at Jin and he looked at me as well and sighed.

"Is it over for you?"

That's a good question. Is it over for me? She's worth fighting for. But she broke my heart. Maybe I'm the one who's not worth it.

•••• Yejin POV ••••

I ruffled my hair and let myself fall on the bed. What do I do know? I like Namjoon but I kissed Yoongi and my heart beat faster when Jake held my hand. I sound like a slut. But I'm just confused..
My phone rang and it was an unknown number.

[Yoboseyo?]

[It's me, Yoongi.. I wanted to talk to you about the ki-]

I cut him off.

[I already told Namjoon. I'm sorry Yoongi but I like him. I really do like him. I don't know why I kissed you and I'm sorry that I did. Please don't set your hopes up high. You're still my friend, forever. But theres not much time left and I don't want to hurt you more.]

Silence. Total silnce. I could hear him sniffling.

[Uljima*.. Yoongi, uljimayo.]

[I love you Yejin. But if I'm not the one who you love then let me be the one you can rely on. Let me be the one to wipe away your tears and the one who listens to you always. Let me be your best friend, like I was before. You're my everything so it's okay. I'm sad but I understand.]

I started sobbing while listening to him. He's so brave. Even though he loves me he's okay with me and Namjoon because we're his friends. Because he loves us.

[Thank you Yoongi. Thank you so much.]

Now I just need to make things okay again with Namjoon.