HANGANG [BTS:RAP MONSTER]

6 / Her point of view

Monday - Kim Yejin

I have never felt time going by so damn slowly. It was only Monday and it felt as if Wednesday was forever away. I've also been calling it a date but it's not a date. He just gives me back my drawings and after that I'll probably never see him again.
It's not a date Yejin.

The whole day I did nothing but surf the Internet and being really bored. I didn't know what to do until Wednesday. I mean what could you do except freak out, if you knew you were going to see Kim Namjoon in a few days? So I texted Ga Yoon if she wanted to come over but her dad was still at home so I decided to go to work. I wanted to tell her about everything that has happened but I'd rather do that in person than over the phone. After I got ready I quickly biked over to the restaurant. When I was almost at the there I could see Jake walking right towards me, I tried change my direction around but he kept following it. I stopped and got off of my bike.

"Now you have to talk to me, or else I won't let you go." He said and grabbed me by my wrist. It wasn't painful but it wasn't too soft either.

"I'll scream, so you better let go right now."

But he didn't let go, he pulled me closer so I had to look at him.

"W-What do you want from me?" I was surprised by his sudden movement.

"I didn't come because of my mom. She had a breakdown and I had to take her to the hospital Yejin. I don't care if you belive me or not but that's the truth and I wanted you to know because you're a really great girl and I like you."

I was speechless and just stood there, a few centimeters away from his face looking into his sharp blue eyes. I did belive him. He had this look on his face, that look of honesty. I instantly felt bad for ignoring him for so long.

"It's okay Jake, actually I should be the one apologizing... I should've let you explain. It's not even your fault."

And with that said I pulled my wrist away and hugged him. How would I ever say sorry in a way that measured up to how I have been treating him?

"Is your mom okay now?"

"She's still in the hospital... They don't know what's wrong with her but they'll figure it out."

"Well I hope she'll be better soon, tell me if anything comes up. I'll be there for you, it must've been hell not talking to someone."

"Yeah... kinda." He sighed.

We started walking the rest of the way to the restaurant. I linked my arm with his and that made him smile. I didn't let go until we arrived there. Even inside I didn't let go and my mom almost instantly gave me a look. I knew I had to explain this to her. She didn't like seeing me with boys. I finally let go of his arm and walked over to her to clear things up but she didn't even let me say anything.

"I know you like him. Don't worry, I like him for you. He's a great guy and he can cook, just no staying up all night or sneaking out."

Was she being serious? I didn't think she would be supportive of this. She showed me thumbs up and went into the kitchen. Great, now she probably thinks we're a couple. But for now Jake was my friend.

"What was that about?" Jake asked me standing right behind me which made me jump a little. I hit his arm lightly.

"Dont't scare me like that!"

He started laughing and came a bit closer. Soon I could feel him hugging me from behind.

"So would you tell me now?"

"She thinks there's something going on between us."

He turned me around and looked into my eyes. I held my breath and blushed really hard. I could feel my cheeks and ears heating up.

"Isn't there something going on between us?" He looked so serious.

"J-Jake..." I couldn't think straight.

"Sorry to interrupt you two but I need your help." I love my mom so much. She always has the right timing.

Jake quickly let go of me and we went to help my mom. I could see how red his face was. I tried to avoid him a little bit for the rest of the day but that didn't work out. At least I avoided physical contact. But still, that weird feeling wouldn't go away for the rest of the day.

Tuesday

"Stop it Jake!"

I said while laughing so hard that I almost couldn't really breath. Jake came over to my house and we wanted to watch a movie but he started tickling me. I tried to get him off of me but he held my feet with one hand while tickling me with the other. Why is this guy so strong?When I started coughing he stopped and let me catch my breath.

"Please do not this again." I was laughing now.

"I'm sorry, but you can't be angry at a sweet guy like me." He started doing cute faces which made me laugh again. He looked cute but I didn't want to admit it.

"You look ugly."

"What do you mean? I look cute and you know it." He pouted.

I turned his face away with my hand but he came closer after that. Again it was this 'what should we do now moment'. I shyly looked away and my face got red again, of course he noticed.

"You look really cute everytime you blush."

It came to the point where I could feel his breath on my lips. Right before he kissed me there was a loud bang, my window got shut by the wind. We both got startled. He then moved away a little bit again. Maybe this was not supposed to happen today.

"Well..." he scratched his head.

He was looking a little disappointed. My eyes wandered to look at him. I scooted over closer to him and placed a soft kiss on his cheek. His face brightened up instantly. We continued to watch our movie in silence. It was nice. I knew the time for our first kiss would come soon enough, or at least I was hoping for it.

Wednesday

"What do I do?"

I sat on my bed yelling at my closet because I didn't know what to wear. If you were going to meet Kim Namjoon you couldn't just wear anything right? Should I wear a dress or wouldn't that be his style? Does he like high heels? What about a sporty outfit? I sat in front of my clothes until I gave up on it. I took out a blue jeans a white shirt and my red converse. Maybe he'll think I wore that on purpose because last time he called me converse girl. Maybe that'll make him smile. Also why would I want to impress him? Jake and I were slowly getting closer again. Namjoon didn't have to like me.

We will meet at six so there were still three hours to pass. I went down and watched TV until the doorbell rang. I looked at the clock and it was already past five. I put my shoes on and took my bag and wanted to rush out but Jake stood in front of me when I walked out the door. What was he doing here now?

"Where are you going?"

"To the river, my mom isn't home so why are you here?"

"With someone else...? You got to be kidding me. I didn't come here to talk to your mom I came for you. I wanted to take you to the cinema but I guess you have other plans."

He looked really angry. I'm such an idiot. Maybe I shouldn't tell him I was meeting a guy.

"It's just Ga Yoon, she's already waiting for me. Call me later and we can figure something out, but I need to go now."

I kissed his cheek and ran off to grab my bike. I was hoping that I wouldn't be late.