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22 / Sweet like Suga(r)

[I told you! He only pulled me into a hug saying that he needs me. And after that we talked about everything, nothing more.]

Ugh Ga Yoon is going on my nerves. She wants to know every detail about what happend after she left. Like she wanted to know what his facial expressions was like after hugging me and stuff like she's some psychologist.

[I bet he likes you!]

[He does but I think not like that anymore...]

[Pabo! He said that he needs you so go for it!]

We kept talking for a bit and then she had to hang up.
I put my phone down and continued watching TV until the doorbell rang. I opened and it was just the delivery guy. He handed me a package which was for my mom and an envelope with my name on it. Who could have sent me a letter?
I sat down on the sofa and opened it.

"Yejin,

it's me, Yoongi."

I put the letter down because I didn't want to read any further but I was so desperate to know what he wrote so I kept on reading.

"Please don't stop reading now, even though I could understand.
Anyway...
I know what I did was terrible, to interfere was just stupid."

Oh yes it was Yoongi.

"I want to apologise Yejin, I'm truly sorry. We were best friends though.. Even though we didn't talk in such a long time I still considered you my friend, my best friend.
When you didn't regonize me at the fan sign I got so upset and thought that if you don't want me back in your life he shouldn't have you either. That's so terrible to think like that, I know. But I was jealous Yejin, so damn jealous."

I stopped again because a little tear escaped my eye. I know you loved me Yoongi just don't confess please...

"I was jealous because I was in love with you back then. I wanted to tell you that night but after hearing your secret I couldn't. It would have put pressure on you..
This wasn't supposed to turn out like this so I'll end it here. Just know that you're secret is safe with me, until...

- In love, Yoongi."

I hate you Min Yoongi.. I hate you for writing all of that..
He had always been like this, always telling the truth. I was in love with him, I really was. And it's a shame I didn't regonize him. Maybe things would have turned out different, but they didn't.

--- Two days later ---

I was at work and everything was so hectic. There were many people today and I couldn't even keep up with their orders. Jake quit working here so I had to do it all alone.
As if it wasn't already stressful enough I saw Yoongi walking in. What does he want here?
We had this restaurant already when he and I were friends so he must've remembered.
Luckily my mom finally came and said I could take a break so I did. I was so exhausted.
I walked outside and Yoongi followed me, he was standing at the door all the time. Creepy.

"Did you get my letter?" He asked me.

"I did."

"Sooo..?"

I looked at him and I got angry again even though I know he was sorry.

"So what? You wrote a letter and you're thinking everything is fine now? It's not Yoongi."

"I know, that wasn't my intention anyway."

"What was it then? Huh? Why are you even here Yoongi? How dare you to come he-"

I was cut off by his lips bursting against mine. I didn't know what to do or to feel so I pushed him away and slapped him on his right cheek.
His eyes widened and he held his cheek as it got really red. If he keeps doing stuff like that I'll beat him up..

"ARE YOU CRAZY?" I screamed at him.
"I-I.. I .. sorry." He said looking down.

I went back inside but felt terrible because I slapped him, even though he deserved it. So I went back outside and I saw him still standing there in the same position. I moved closer and touched his shoulder, he flinched but calmed down.

"I'm sorry Yoongi... but I was really shocked."

He didn't move and didn't look at me either. Why did I had to hit him again..
Suga didn't move an inch and I got really worried so I shoke him a bit.

"Yoongi! I'm sorry okay I really am."

"Don't be.. It was my fault for kissing you." He said.

He's an idiot but still...
In the next moment I found myself kissing him again, but this time I was the one kissing him.