Until I Find My Star

Chapter 36

*Mature forced content ahead*

Anu's Pov:

He started tugging at my jeans as I lay there almost naked and exposed to my captor stunned.

Even though he warned me not to scream, I still tried to stop him silently pleading with him, "Please... please don't. I beg you... Please you can't do this to me! No! Stop... Please don't..." I wanted to scream out loud but I'm so scared... so so scared of him.

I have never been so scared of anyone in my life before but right now I'm so scared that I can't even move my body under his single comment, "You can't do this! Vikram! Please, I don't want this, let me go! No!" My eyes are filled with tears as they slowly start to flow every time I blink.

He didn't even seem to care when my tears streamed down my face. He was fully focused on removing my clothes. When I finally removed my jeans and ripped off my panties, leaving me half naked, I felt violated and felt more exposed than ever before in my life.

Soon he straddled my hips, "Baby, gosh! You're so beautiful and I love you so fucking much" he said while caressing my left cheek gently I flinched which made me come out of the trance.

I started to breathe heavily while struggling to move away from him once again. My arms were free now, so I tried to punch him in the face, on his chest. I was trying my best to get out but he only laughed.

Suddenly he came closer making my breath hitch, his face was so close.. inches away from my face. Our breath mingled as he bent down, he pulled out something under the seat and my eyes slowly followed his hand but when I realised what that was, my eyes widened while he smirked at my reaction.

Tapes!

What? What does he need that for?

As if he read my mind, soon that was answered.

He simply grabbed my hands and secured them together above my head before attaching them to the car door. This pushed my breasts out towards him, which he immediately took advantage of by taking my nipple, of my left breast into his mouth and sucking on it harshly making me gasp.

I didn't even realize when he managed to remove my bra.

He took hold of my chin making me look at him, "I took out the gag not to hear your sob stories. I want to hear your moans and screams while I pound this pussy of mine, so you better not speak nonsense. Unless you like pain, sweetheart." He taps my cheek gently and caresses it with the back of his hand.

I gasped in fear, my lips trembled as I tried to intake the air as much as possible. He's scaring me so much and I'm so afraid.... so afraid that I'm even ready to die...!!

Why am I so weak? Why couldn't I do anything to stop him? Why is there no one to help me?

What did I even do to deserve this? I don't want this. Please god! Please stop him and his madness.

I should try.. Maybe I should try to talk to him calmly.  

I shake my head while crying helplessly, "No, Vikram please listen...You're only making me hate you, you need to stop doing this, please! I.. I.. can't..." I gulped as my throat hurt from the pain, "I don't want this... please I don't like this! Please stop this, I won't ever tell anyone... I.. I promise please if you just stop now, please!" I cried harder while hitting the back of my head on the seat, only my hiccups and breathing were heard in the car while he stayed silently watching me with his hooded eyes. 

"Over?" I stopped and blinked when he asked me calmly. 

I couldn't believe that he didn't even seem to get affected or shown any mercy to any of my pleadings. Why is he not thinking this is so bad? Why is he forcing himself on me in the name of love? Why is he claiming me as if my feelings doesn't matter? Is this his love will be? How could he be okay with this?